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I'm so sorry I missed your post. I remember you talking about what you've been going through since your husband's brain injury. That must feel so isolating. I hope you have a good support network around you, and if not, I hope you try to find people that can help and support you emotionally. You're a wonderful person for all you're doing and enduring.
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Also mini rant, we are supposed to get a nasty storm with ice tomorrow. Last time this happened, I lost power for over a week. fingers crossed it doesn't happen again.
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Days like this Im truly worried about my own health.. days like this I feel like I can see that I dont have as many days in me as I should...
Normally I dont complain but I 've been having way too many days like this lately.
What is worse is that my husbands health is even worse..
I know our days wont be as many as it should be.. and normally i can focus on good and positive things but today I find it harder.
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I hope you're feeling better soon! I know your husband has more long-term health issues,. but I hope he's doing ok. Even when you're well it can't be easy to feel good in the middle of winter.
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Everytime can be the last so on top on my own health situation is super tough at the moment. I have a tiny bit more energy today so thats good but im so so so exhauseted and tired. Pain and constant sickness is so hard to deal with
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And Tarn. {{{{{HUUUGGSSS}}}} Am helpless to help you, but here for you for anything you need.
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Going to have to talk to Dad and Mom soon about how they cant live in that house any more and thats going to be hell.
Been trying to get hired for a Work from Home job for a while now. Everyone is 'desperately hiring' on their listings.. But they dont want to hire me.
Somehow I owe over $700 in taxes despite me having been out of work. I got $85 in my bank account. Cant even pay my electric RN. This will be fun.
My fiance's mother also just had a heart attack while she is on the other side of the country from us. She's currently in the ER.
And people wonder why some times I get suicidal thoughts.
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I hope you can find some work soon!
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Fortunately she's in good spirits (despite being obviously unsteady on her feet and a little bloated). She's eaten nearly 2 KFC fillets today, as well as a bunch of treats, and she keeps wanting to go outside to patrol the neighbourhood, as she's done for a decade and a half. My life and my heart are going to have huge holes in them tomorrow.
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If necessary, trigger warnings for death, mental health, and other pretty triggering things.
So my last post in the vent board here mentioned my father's cancer had begun to get worse/spread. And well, it never did get any better. He passed away on December 2nd. After a quite long, stressful and traumatizing few months of his health deteriorating and it spreading to his brain and forgetting who we were. He had to be taken to hospice care and spent roughly his last month or so there. During this time my own health was poor - it's never really recovered to be honest - and I was often sick in bed and unable to leave the house. And due to that I never got to say a proper goodbye before he died. And I think about this often and hate myself for it. And I said before and will continue to say it - they were/are both terrible abusive people - but I still can't help my feelings. I grieve. I still grieve. I have cried and continue to do so. I am still so lost. It still doesn't feel real. I have been deteriorating mentally and physically, my depression is just unshakable, stress is eating me, my mental illness seems to get worse by the day. My physical issues seem to keep getting worse as well. I was discovered to have gluten intolerance around the middle or so of last year, and it's been a ride dealing with all this, avoiding allergens and triggers, it's so much and so much more stress on top of everything. Even avoiding it I still am getting sick from other things - I am assuming stress and anxiety causes a lot. I've also spiraled into very unhealthy behaviors as well and developed an eating disorder, and have fallen back into self-harming too as well as nearly constant suicidal ideation. The last year and this one have been living hell and I really can't see any sort of brightness in my future whatsoever. It's really just not looking good for me at all.
Anyway, sorry for dropping such a heavy post. I just needed to let some off my chest.. Take care everyone. I miss you guys a lot.
(if this is too much and has to be deleted I understand and I apologize..)
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