Rant Thread

[Lotusii]

I have a horrible migraine and I'm starving. I have to be on a clear liquid diet before a procedure and couldn't have anything after midnight. All I can think about is how hungry I am and how much I want chips. Best of all, my body decided now would be the best time of all for my period to start. Thanks a lot body, I really wanted more cravings, pain and migraines when I can't eat or take medication.

[cowmuflage]

At 6 this morning a Morepork decided it was the perfect time to start yelling at the top of it's lungs right out side of my window. It woke me up and scared the crap out of me! So I opened my window and yelled "get your own damn pork you lazy owl!"

[Snowy]

I don't drink and I can't tolerate my roommate's horrible friends. Time to be antisocial for the rest of the evening.

In addition: Just because I like playing WoW in my spare time doesn't instantly class me as an antisocial 'nerd'. I socialise all the time, just not when you're acting like idiots getting drunk.

[SpiritBinder]

Well I don't usually use this rant thread, but tbh, I'm really freaking upset.

I'm just at a loss, up then down, up then down. We started raiding this week and it's safe to say my gear was probably the worst of peoples there, I had just over 450 at the time, but bugger all enchants, very so so gems, etc. The raid consisted of pretty much the group of people I raided with for all of cata, bar 3 that came along to fill those that where missing (one of those being another hunter) It was more of a lets go have a look... so I thought...

1st boss it was clear that we where really struggling with the dps requirements. It was made pretty clear that My dps was low, but then I was trying to not let it get to me, I knew my gear was crap, and I really thought it was a fairly casual week. The other thing that was bumming me out was the other hunter was doing exceptionally well, fighting for number one with a rouge. These 2 however where our sever 1st rouge and hunter, and their gear was pretty dam good, MAX enchants, gems, etc.

We did manage to drop the boss and decided to try the next one the next night. I tried to get better gear the next day, but the RNG gods where not so kind. I also work full time compared to many others in the guild and as we where progressing the next evening, I think I ended up getting one, small upgrade.

The next night was awful. I only had a few hours sleep from the night b4, my internet was so bad (which never happens, so I was getting really upset), I on the odd occasion would get booted, and the times where I didn't I was LAST on the dps, with only the healers below me. We had a 1% wipe also, just to rub salt into the wound. (/cofftotallymyfaultcoff)

All night all I heard was "Push the dps, we need more, we need to get to the next phase earlier, etc. All along knowing it was pretty much me. Then add in that the raid was constantly saying "WOW new hunter, your dps is so amazing, your number one, awesome work!!!" safe to say I felt like absolute mold.

Again however, fate smiled upon my raid and the boss dropped. We called it a night and planned to try the next boss another night (which was last night). Right, that was it, I was going to get better gear, I didn't care I would piss away any dumb amount of gold to get the best enchants, even if the gear was still crap, read up on everything I can, work out the few errors in the odd macros (for some reason rabid can not be in a cast sequence, random) My gear level now was much better, but for some reason my net was still reaaaaly slow.

I went and asked my house mate if he was been using the net to DL anything over the last week or so as it was so bad (we have an agreement, no DL when I play wow, I pay for the the net, but don't mind him using as long as no DL during wow times). He said nope, not me... I've only been uploading... OMFG, /rageface. Apparently he had no idea it pretty much does the same thing to the line as DLing and that was why my net was so bad last raid.)

But all good, problem solved, all should be g2g.... and so I logged on at raid time, and waited.... and waited..... and waited. after a while my Druid friend said "hows your internet today?
to which I said "All fixed, good to go! : D
only to be followed by "Oh ... wait, dam....sorry "

Nothing said, nothing asked, they just took someone else. Just like that, replaced.

I felt so... empty. I raced to get to lvl cap as fast as I could, juggling work, my partner, social events, etc. I wanted to raid with my friends like I did in cata. I was so furious, but so sad, but so... empty. I don't know why I stayed online, I guess I was still in, just try and get better gear mode, or get more rep or... but what was the point.

There are so many ways to look at it...

Some may say, Oh they cant be real friends to do that, I'd leave that guild, but there are still a few people in my raid group I really really like.

I was also telling myself, don't be a selfish ass, you cost the group a lot of time and repair bills last raid because your gear was shit, save them the drama, you SHOULD be replaced.

all along still thinking.... wow, just like that... so.... whats next.

I guess I'm just in the depressed stage now, I still can't help look to find things to make my toon better, reading blogs and forums all day... just out of habit I guess.... am still just feeling really worthless.

Anyways, that's my rant... Looking back it's freaking huge, but hey, I don't do it all that often.

[Qinni]

laptop broke days ago and im still pissed about it.

going threw wow withdrawl D:

[Snowy]

laptop broke days ago and im still pissed about it.

going threw wow withdrawl D:

dsfjsdfksdn I hate that. Whenever I *can* play it, I either don't feel like it or something distracts me. Whenever I *can't* play it, I get horrible urges to play. Wtf brain. >.<

PS. Your signature is amazing.

[Aeladrine]

I am so fucking sick of being sick. Hi, I'm twenty years old and instead of having a normal, working heart, I have one that's a piece of shit and can't. Do. Anything. I'm sick of being nauseous and having headaches and of my chest hurting all the time and always being cold. I'm sick of not being able to go to class or go out and do things because I feel too sick. I'm sick of sleeping fifteen to twenty hours a day. I'm sick of having to explain to my friends that, yes, I would love to hang out, but I can't get over to your place and I don't want you here and really I'd rather just sleep. I'm sick of not being able to have caffeine. I want to have coffee again, and god damn but I miss Midol.

I just want to be well.

[cowmuflage]

To the giant fucking dog in my drive way please take the hint from the cats and go away. :3 thanks.


Really don't want too see you get hurt from Lucy. She may be a really fat cat but she have taken dogs down before so I'd go away.

[Aleu]

Actual "Life" is catching up with me now. I need to learn how to drive. My mother said it gives me freedom and it's something I'd need to do every so often. Maybe down to the store or something. Maybe just to school too, but by god is it doesn't scare me. My mother wanted me to do some slow driving down the street and I had my first, I guess you could call it, anxiety attack. Usually I just get nervous about something new, but holy shit that was more scary then having to drive. Basically, it means having to actually learn how to drive... is going to suck majorly.

That and I think I had a fit today. My mother told me about having to find a job when my school work is over. She wants me to find a bit of work at a store called Petlife. I never really planned on getting a job for more then 12-4 hours a week once I was done with school. Hell, I'm still questioning what I want to do with my life. I wish people would stop asking me. I'm someone who is not fond of going out to public, let alone have any knowledge with how to handle people. Mother suggested maybe something with computers, but my knowledge of computers is still limited.

Arg, I think I need more sleep. I really wish I lived near my friends cause I literally know NOBODY around here.

[Snowy]

> Spends an evening on her own in her room for the first time in over a week.
> Gets accused of being antisocial.

I'm seriously going to fucking kill someone one of these days.

[Novikova]

I hate Singulair. One of the side effects is irritability. Another is psychotic rage. Great. Oh, and let's not forget the skin falling off syndrome thing. Reading the official forums while on this stuff is making me want to grab people's modems, and smack them with them bolo-style. Must stay away from negative energy. ARGH. I hate being this irritable. It feels awful. I feel like a monster...

[Makoes]

Bleh! My art program wouldn't let me do what I wanted to do. I really need to get some sort of official learning on how to use the program for what I am trying to do...I just wanted glowy lines, why you make everything so faded program? I changed the transparencies, I made sure it was top layer...why oh why you make the colors so washed out and not...solid!

[Bonita]

Havent slept for more than 3-4 hours a night in almost 2 weeks. Whyyyyyyyyyyy?! Nothings helping me >.>

[Makoes]

Stupid cat, litter box is for business, NOT around the litter box!
/sigh

[Bulletdance]

Bleh! My art program wouldn't let me do what I wanted to do. I really need to get some sort of official learning on how to use the program for what I am trying to do...I just wanted glowy lines, why you make everything so faded program? I changed the transparencies, I made sure it was top layer...why oh why you make the colors so washed out and not...solid!

It might be an effect depending on what your using

[cowmuflage]

Stupid cat, litter box is for business, NOT around the litter box!
/sigh

I feel ya! The cat that mostly uses our litter box does that a lot. She sits in the box with her bum hanging out of the box XD

[Finduilas]

The ONLY day in the week I can start work later than normal AND no servers up yet.... yay me.

[cowmuflage]

Finding good pictures of different skag types is hard. I have a model viewer but I can only find the basic shapes IE normal and alpha.

Anywho I hope the Borderlands 2 art book has some in it. The art book that came in the CE did not have any.

[Snowy]

If anyone is good at relationships, please, send me a PM. I am in need of some serious help right now... :/

[Moore]

Sigh,

my father lost his fight with his cancer yesterday. I was sitting by his bed, and the day before when he was still somewhat coherent I told him that I loved him and squeezed his hand. It's such a strange feeling that I know I'll never see him again. Stranger too, that I hear a noise or wind and I turn and look expecting to see him walking towards our kitchen - and then have to realize over again that it's not him.