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I have no idea why I let other peoples problems get to me. It's so frustrating that the only acknowledgement I ever get from people is when they feel like telling me their problems and it just ends up making me feel bad. It's ridiculously frustrating.

I haven't talked to or seen a person my own age in about 4-5 months now.

Why is my room always so cold? Even with the heating on. -.-

I've got the biggest writers block I've ever had. Can't seem to get a damn thing down on paper, instead everything is just floating around in my head. I'm starting to get really annoyed with that. :/

For some crazy reason, I can't log into a site I have been able to log into for awhile. PW is wrong, which is nuts, as I have been able to use it previously just fine. I'll figure it out when I am not on IPod. *grumble*

Ugh I have a burn on my arse from last night. Truely don't know how it got there. I guess you should not mix fireworks and a bunch of drunk people. XD

In life theres people who are the most useless things known to exsit
im one of them.

Just got to know that a friend of mine is preagnant. Again. She has a 3/4 year old daughter that was not planned, she should by now know how to avoid pregnancy, shouldn't she? 18, a child, no father and no apprenticeship how much deeper will she sink? And then telling me she's not even taking the pill. Wow, that really makes me so angry!!!

so bored.... all the hype from my birthday dinner ended quite suddenly with the fact that it was getting late and ppl had to go home.. was sad that the only people there was just dad, stepmom, grandma, and bf. Im thankful that i got to see em and go to dinner with em but dad n stepmoms bday parties are so lively, so many people, as much fun as i was having, it always stuck in the back of my head that my dads friends who were very much my friends as well because ive known them for many years now werent there ._. plus there is absolutely nothing happening for my actual birthday itself or even the coming weekend since my only birthday party for the year was today. /sigh, i miss being a little kid, 20 sucks.

Can't you have a pissup with your mates? That's what I did on my 20th last year. But I guess the laws on booze are differnt there and stuff.

I dont have any highschool friends left, havent had contact with them since we graduated, well, ive had minor occasional contact with a couple but havent talked to anyone from back then (if you dont include the akward visit from one of em that lasted 5min at my dads bbq) for probably a year or so. I dont drink much either, had a peach dackeri for dinner and that was probably the first sip of alchohol ive had in a few months now. Essentially my life at the moment consists of my computer, my cat, my stepdad, and my bf (and by extension his mom). I only have contact with my (or my bf's) family for occasions and i havent hung out with anyone besides bf for probably since my last contact with the one highschool friend that i and he tried to keep in contact with since highschool ended (we're almost like brother and sister, people say we're awesome together XD).

Least i have Cinemazoo to look forward to, my life has been extremely dull since i finished school. Hopefully Cinemazoo will fix that up for the long term.

worried and miffed at my B right now. He went to mexico for a vacation with a work buddy. Him going is fine with me, i know he needs to get away and relaxe, I am fine staying home looking after our daughter. But whats kinda got my fur ruffled is that he left on thursday (I spoke to him via web cam while he was at the airport, on thursday, his flight left early friday morning), but he hasnt contacted me since then...its 1am monday now. I just want to know if he got to the resort alright...I hate that I have no way to contact him right now, only contact would be via email/msn, but nothing...

Thanks a lot dad.....*sigh* Putting more pressure on me even from this far away. I can't pay you a fucking DIME right now. Apparently you don't understand that no job = $0. I'm fucking BROKE. You know I can't stand it when I owe people money and can't pay them back. It makes me really upset. So why the hell did you tell me this now?

WHY U RAIN ON MAH BIRFDAY >:K

New Rant: taking Lucky to the vet ._.

You know that ominous feeling where everything is probably going to hell before it has even began? Oh boy, I have -that- feeling for sure. :\

So much homework. :-/

Bird feet are hard... wings are hard... sometimes I wonder what I'm doing at this illustration internship!

Why do I keep letting this toxic person bug me? Brain, let go! I command you! We have graduate school apps to do!

God.... we buy medicine, new cat food, and Lucky barfs EVERYTHING ALL OVER MY BLANKETS. I cant do laundry cause its 10pm and the latest you can have your laundry in the wash is 8pm and it was all my blankets he barfed on so now i currently dont have anything to keep me warm tonight-- though i guess for tonight i can just pull the blanket i use to cover my computer chair for at least some warmth

Arrghh, I've had pet accidents like that happen so many times. >< That sucks! If you can't toss them in the wash right away I'd recommend maybe soaking them in the bathtub or spot-cleaning them so the stains don't set, pet puke can be stubborn to get out the next day. :<

Yeah cat puke's best to do it as quickly as possible. It's yuck doing it more so when its still warm.