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I can't handle this. At all. It feels like I am breaking down. I get angry at everything, and the people working in the other room is drilling some shit into the wall, and my teeth hurts just from the sound, and my teeth are perfectly okay. My head is full of chaos. If this is so hard, I'd probably end up in a mental hospital when my grandpa passes, and no one knows when, but he might not be here for christmas. I am at school. I want to cry, but I can't, because I am at school and I can't let anyone see that I am crying, and because it's almost as if I am having a wall blocking the tears.

Edit: I just spoke to a friend.. he came to me with a problem of his own and distracted me from my own thoughts, and for that I am grateful. I just need to keep myself up until I get home and then I can finally relax.

Miyon wrote:
That cat doesn't sound mentally healthy.. How did your S.O raise him?

With no discipline whatsoever. No matter what he did, he didn't get in trouble because he was 'fluffy', which my SO adores in cats and he's the only cat we've had that is.

He was allowed to sleep on my SO's chest every night, to steal food from the plate or the bowl while cooking, never got locked in the room with the litterbox for refusing to use it (my method if a cat won't use the litter is put their food and water in the same room with, at the opposite end, of course, and keep them shut in there for a bit).

We used to have another cat that would discipline him if he was attacking the females, but Seymour passed on last Thanksgiving day from abdominal cancer, so for the past year Lux has had no discipline whatsoever unless I gave it and should I dare to do so, even if it's a light swat on the haunches or a squirt of water, he acts as though I abused him, then pisses on something.

How old is he? I guess it would be very hard to discipline him now fully grown.. I had one more thing I wanted to say, but I can't remember it for the life of me so I will get back if I can remember. Is he neutered?

cowmuflage wrote:How is looking at porn cheating on you? How? It's not like I'm banging someone else I'm just makeing myself get some of this stress out and make myslef feel better something YOU wont do.
If you wont do it I have to do it. I don't care what your god says if you are so upset about it you make me feel better. I know you want to wait till marrage to do the dirty but we have only been dating for a month I'm not going to marry you so soon I'd be STUPID to make something that big so soon. So please stop asking me it's sweet but I just can't do that. Okay? get it? Thats why I look at porn to fill the gap you don't fill it's perfectly natural and normal get over it if you wanted a good "god loveing" girl why'd you pick me :/


EDIT: DId I mention that he does not want to share a bed becouse be might feel my boobs/bum? >.>

Usually it's the guys who get bagged for that... but that's certainly not cheating. As long as you're reasonably discreet about it, I don't see a problem.

And as for the waiting thing... well for people who want to do that (and can manage it), good on them. But it's not for everyone...

AGetuiabgreiaugr.

I hate politics.

Got up at 7:30am, got home at 11pm, its 12am, gotta get up at 7an tomirrow.. Exausted from today from the work i did, feeding the animals was fine.. Till i ha to handle asian cockroaches that spit (the roaches in WoW are exact look-a-likes) and they SPIT so yea.. I carries them with tweasers because i am completely dead terrified of cockroaches (madagascar hissing cockroaches are ok).. And one roach slipped out of the tweasers so everyone hears me shriek and its skittering around and im cowering so one of them had to grab it.. My real workload was having to clean out the tortise pens which were completely coverd in old hay cause they drag it around and they kept waking all over my feet. Dozer whos 200+ pounds stepped right on my foot and out his weight down so my foots sore, a few of the other ones when i was distracted sweeping almost tripped me cause i didnt notice it made its way across the room right to my legs and it wanted to go past so it tucked its head in and rammed my leg really hard and startled me.. Snapping turtle on the way to the zoo was so impatient at the ferry he managed to pop his tub open and almost ended up sitting in lap face first which would of been very, very bad.. So had to get him back in and put some weight on his container to keep it shut.. the birthday we went to wa bad, the kids were so loud and panicky, the poor animals were spazzing out in their cages, we were telling them to quiet down every 5-10min and we were doing our fear factor show for them for 2 hours.. Only awesome things to happen to make my back and leg and foot aches worth it is that i aced my set etiquette test, i got to experience an awesome ferry ride on a big ship, and the guy who asked us to do the bday party gave us each a $20 tip

"This isn't the right dog for us. You can't train him."
No, that isn't the right dog for you.
You are the one that never trains him. You're the one that chases him around the yard instead of actually playing with him. You're the one who lets him get away with anything. You're the one who doesn't try to train him because "he's not trainable" when you've never actually tried. You're the one that taught him that biting while playing is perfectly okay.
That dog bit my finger hard enough that it almost split the skin. Why? Because I tried to get a rubber ball out of his mouth.
I've actually tried training him, and you got the dog back to the point where he doesn't even come when called.

I should be studying.. but I feel like crap... I think I'm getting sick.. I feel it in my throat.. Which is very bad. Final exams start in a week and a half... So now I have to choose: keep taking back meds (it's ALMOST all better.. aside from the odd knot if i move in a certain way), or start dosing myself with nyquil so I can rest (Like.. I'm thinking sleep all through friday and saturday next week...), and try and fight this thing off before it does more than just give me a sore throat... (don't wanna do both, cause dunno what kinda interactions there'd be.. I think he MIGHT have said it would still be okay.. but.. really.. no need to risk it)... Ugh...

I wish that I could sleep better. Ever since someone tried to break in while I was sleeping, I feel like one of those crazy old uncles who survived the war and jumps at every noise. I have to check out all of the noises. I have to check all the little places. Then I lay down and do it again... O to have sleep again.

Nothing is working today and it's getting really, really frustrating.

Forgot I'm getting 3 fillings this week. It's not the fillings I'm ranting about it's that I forgot till now.

Thanks my love, for giving your cold to me...

This is the second time now that my girlfriend has gone out to a party, and not text me that she's alright when she's back at home. We live in different countries, and we've discussed that we should at least let each other know that we're alright once back at home. When she did this to me before, she told me she was too drunk to let me know she's fine. I've had a horrible night, tossed and turned until around 5am where I must of just collapsed with exhaustion, waiting for any fucking sign that she's alright.
A horrible part of me wants to do that to her. But I won't, because I wouldn't want anybody worrying about me like that... not even her, with how angry I am.

Is it too much to ask? ><

Angry.

Was with my Mom today when she got a phone call that she ended up handing off to me in confusion. Turns out it was someone pretending to be her granddaughter and trying to scam her for money. Excellent voice acting skills, by the way. How can anyone do this to old ladies? You always hear about scammers targeting the elderly, but it doesn't really hit home until it happens to someone you love.

Not only did she have to go through the stress of thinking a family member was in some kind of trouble, but now she's having to deal with the knowledge that she can't think clearly enough any more to be able to effectively handle these situations on her own. Thanks for that.

I am getting really angry with either my computer or my AR...I am not sure which. One would think that when you release a product for the computer that it would be compatable with the drivers, heck all the previous AR's have been. You load disk, hook up AR and off you go...But not this damn DSi AR...with this thing I have to "update" my drivers to be able to read the bloody thing! It was pretty easy to update it on my Windows XP laptop (once I stumbled across the site to downlaod what I needed to update it with), but I cant seem to be able to do the update on my Win7 computer. It doesnt want to read the file for updates...You'd think if it came with a damn disk, they have the freakin updates located on that, and not make the buyer search the net to find the site, to find the link, to find the directions...and then not have it bloody work!

Getting really mad and frusterated!

So...

Not only do I have a sinus infection(and no insurance to get antibiotics)....my right lower wisdom tooth decided to start coming in....AT THE SAME TIME.

I ... hate being poor. Why must I see a puppy I want very much when I'm financially in the red? It would make me feel so much safer to have a lil barker around.

My back hurts since two days ago and it doesn't stop. At first I thought it might be sore muscles from sports but it still hurts and I think it's getting worse

Why does it always seem as though the developers of the add-ons *I* use never seem to have access to the betas of WoW? I mean, it HAS to be the reason, no? Why else would the add-ons I use always be weeks waiting for an update?

I always seem to wait an inordinate amount of time for updates on my add-ons!

I HATE that.