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Dead mouse outside my front door. Good kitty. Yuck.

Guh, I burnt the tip of my tongue yesterday and now I have that annoying numb/sore spot that I can't stop running my teeth over even though I know it hurts.

*sigh* I know sylvester that your 20 and thats really old for a cat but do you have to drool all over my drawings?

Edited because I feel it would cause less trouble that way.

I don't even know what the hell I'm doing anymore. I've been snapping at my friends left and right today, and I feel so goddamn horrible for it. I.. Just end up seeing something and going into a rage, then saying something I end up regretting right after. I just don't get why I'm doing this.. It's driving me insane and I feel like such a moron for doing these things, but I can't stop myself from saying them.

At this rate.. I'll probably end up losing some of my friends. And that's what upsets me the most about this.. I'm plain terrified of losing friends. There's a few friends that I don't think I could even live with myself if I lost them due to something I said.

Arghh something on my shelf just clanked loudly and scared the everliving crap out of me. >.<

This day, from the moment I stepped foot int owork, I knew it was going to be hell. Busy, long line ups, checked the schedule and yup, at 8:30 the last girl goes home and its just me and one other girl...on a saturday night, which is generally our busiest night. So only 2 people on closing in a grocery store on the busiest night...All 6 selfserve tills where flashing red, long line up at cuspotmer service, of which I was responsible for watching BOTH! while the other girl was on our one open till. I am running around trying to fix all the errors that the red lights mean, while dodging over to the service desk to take care of those customers. The manager on tonight was the idiot who only understand small simple words spoken very slowly...
Customers where getting really mad at the long line ups and long wiats for corrections, and getting mad at us, as if this were OUR fault. Its head offices cutbacks and manager incompetence from F** sake. Then a customer almost smacked me in the head with a fabric softner bottle telling me it was causing the errors and not them...even though THEY were trying to put more items on the scale then the machine was scanning and trying to put a cloth bag on there as well.
Are they to stupid to realise that they have to follow the directions the machine is giving both visually and verbally? is the concept of one thing at a time really that complex?
Trying to be nice and polite to people that I really just want to punch in the face and tell them to do us all a favour and kill themselves...
And THAT was all before my lunch break!!! it didnt get much better till around 10:00pm when it got slower and more manageable.

Damn it, I need ONE more rare for the [Bloody Rare] achievement. Coilfang Emissary is just nowhere to be seen. :<

Leaving Germany tomorrow. I'm starting to realize what it will mean to be all on my own and allone in a new country. Luggage was too much, so I have to send one via mail and can only take the most neccesary things on plane with me.

Makoes.. I worked selfscan before, I know what it's like -.- I had a similar issue with a customer once.. kept putting his keys'cell on the weigh/scan scale... and then would bitch at ME when it kept saying "remove your item from the scale" (which he'd do, but then put them RIGHT back down on it once it stopped yelling at him). He yelled at me, asking if I thought he was an idiot or something because I was trying to HELP... Then he stormed out of the store so I had a packer take back all his perishables after calling a manager... and the rest got carted off to returns. He returned a few hours later, and asked where his groceries were, and started bitching at me AGAIN... I just called a manager.. again...

More onto recent rants.. my current job is just.. falling to pieces. They don't want to pay me for the training video I watched for the project I was sick for (I do demos at a grocery store), even though I had no problem with that before... Oh, and my timecard wasn't even rejected in time to get it sorted out for the pay that it was supposed to be on! And they got rid of one of my shifts. And they screwed up on that sick call I just mentioned. And they don't send supplies to the store that we need. And then we have a new district manager (pretty much like the store manager for any other store), but instead of getting new e-mails from him, I get updates from a MILLION other people (which is not how it worked before he came in).

Oh, and I don't think I'm getting my work study job back this semester, and other ones are HIGHLY competetive... Which means I might be STUCK keeping this job during school. And I REALLY don't want it now.. It wasn't bad.. it really wasn't.. but I can't STAND employers that do this kind of stuff...

Oh, and they're blaming me for not returning some paperwork that they were supposed to send me, but that I never got.

I've done Steamvaults for what feels like close to 40 times now. Soooo many tears. I just want my damn gloves!

My legs ache. ;A;

Damn it, I hate being so sensitive about the smallest things. T^T I keep needing constant reassurance on a lot of things.

It takes a really long time to copy 10 seasons of Friends from my friend's external harddrive to my computer.

So I was kicked from the guild. With no apparent reason at all. The last I saw in /o after having returned from an afk, was that the rl said that since I wanted to raid with them instead of my guild, he would "be a bastard and remove me aswell." A friend of mine left because she didn't like the Way he was organizing things (it's a long and complicated story), two friends actually, and he have been harassing her since and say she is stealing his people. The reason I didn't sign up for the guild raid was that I was sick of sucky people not being able to down nef, and I wanted v&t for my achi. Bleh.
It should also be mentioned that me and that rl do not agree on anything, and I have tried to keep a low profile, as I haven't been wanting to start any fights.

I'm so terrified that the distance between my girlfriend and me is eventually going to kill the love we have. It's the only thing in this world, which scares me to the core that I actually lose my breath.

Why can't things be more simple... it's so f'n HARD to be happy. Now I want to hit something and just go to bed and cry. -_-

My legs hurt so badly, specifically my thighs and knees. Not working out for 2 years is not good, especially not when you push yourself for the first time in ages. It buuuurns. And I am guildless.. What to do.. I am spoiled with the perks, so I really don't want a low level guild, mass ress and mass summ is so handy :<

To Mr bus driver. Don't play Jonney cashs "hurt" please unless you want all of us to kill ourselves in sadness!

... I broke my bed ... SO EXPENSIVE. D:

Atalanta wrote:I'm so terrified that the distance between my girlfriend and me is eventually going to kill the love we have. It's the only thing in this world, which scares me to the core that I actually lose my breath.

Why can't things be more simple... it's so f'n HARD to be happy. Now I want to hit something and just go to bed and cry. -_-

/soothes

Absence makes the heart grow fonder. I've found that distance has a way of further weakening the weak, and strengthening the strong - I guess what I'm trying to say is that if you love her, and I can tell you do, any distance between the two of you is just going to make your love that much tougher.

On topic, I've been farming all day. No drops whatsoever. /cry