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I love snow, and hot cocoa and warm fluffy blankets.

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This whole gypsie stuff in the news with the kids? Kinda sad. I know at least one was found to not be stolen because the DNA tests came back as their own.

No snow for me, plox. Give me warms!

Rant time..

Dearest father-in-law,

Go fuck yourself, okay? I'm so fucking tired of you bitching and moaning about every goddamned thing! Like seriously! TWO DAYS out of the entire week, I want a semi-quiet house so I can work on my math homework. Math is my weakest subject so I need concentration. I can't believe you disrespected me after I asked you politely if I can turn off the music for a little while and you said yes! Just because my fiance wanted to show me something doesn't mean I'm suddenly not doing my work! He sits RIGHT NEXT TO ME! I'm allowed to fucking talk to the man I love!

Then you had the damn gall to stamp your feet and yell "It's not fair!" since you couldn't listen to your music even though I asked you politely earlier. Are you fucking kidding me? That is the most childish act I have ever seen from you! You're a 60+ yr old man! Start acting like one instead of a little child that isn't getting his way!

I felt so insulted and so disrespected that I threw my pencil down and walked off, fuming, because your fucking music was that much more important than my education. This math class is a PASS/FAIL class. No gpa. No ifs, ands, or buts. If I fail, I'm out of school. Simple as that! I have explained that to you repeatedly!

So here I was, trying to calm down.....then I hear you say "It's not fair!" again and again then demand "Why can't she do her homework when we're all asleep?!" What the fuck?! I stay up NO LATER than 1am! What the fuck kind of of schedule do you think I'm on?! I get up at 6am for school! So you want me to get no sleep what so fucking ever just to alter to your music needs? Seriously?!

I lost it. I lost my temper. You pushed me over the line. I have A LOT of patience. I have to hold my fiance back half the time. Congratufuckinglations! You managed to make me scream at you at the top of my lungs in pure rage. My fiance hasn't even made me do that. My best friend never made me do that. Neither has my parents. No one really has. Only you! Then you say "You dont have to scream at me..." Well apparently I have to scream and run off in tears, choking cause I can hardly breath. This all happened while the AC repair dude was here...luckily he wasn't in earshot at the time...least I hope not.

My fiance comes in later.....and comforts me. It breaks his heart to see me so broken cause I care about my education and you....you didn't give a shit until AFTER you hurt me. My fiance hugs me, suggests I calm down in the room for a little bit, then goes back to talk to you. When he comes back, he tells me about compromise. I look at him dead in the eye and said "It's his surround sound blasting that bothers me. It was always the surround sound I turned off. I didn't touch anything else. He never asked about anything else!" which is true! You NEVER fucking ask! YOU ALWAYS ASSUME! And guess what? That ALWAYS breaks out into fights!

So yeah...you eventually apologize...I'm letting it go cause grudges do no one any good but dont you EVER do that again. It was bad enough you snapped at me at the dinner table last night saying "I have a business degree! Dont try to tell me what to do!" when I was only saying what my class has been teaching me(which btw, your degree means squat now. You didnt keep it up to date. You barely know how to use a new computer, let alone Microsoft Word 2010). Then you yelled at my fiance to let my dog in from the backyard when he was BUSY doing something for me and he was in the zone!

So yes, this built up real quick. Stop your shit. Stop bitching all the damn time! You can't always have it your way! Stop being a selfish bastard!

Really what the hell is with kids starting fires in Aussie lately? 8 year olds now?

cowmuflage wrote:Really what the hell is with kids starting fires in Aussie lately? 8 year olds now?

I'm wondering if these kids might've been schizophrenic or somethin'....

Well what ever they have I think they still should get punished or something. I mean people have lost their homes and stuff. I mean yeah Aussie has bush fires all the time but man it seems this year most have been started by kids. It's crazy!

cowmuflage wrote:Well what ever they have I think they still should get punished or something. I mean people have lost their homes and stuff. I mean yeah Aussie has bush fires all the time but man it seems this year most have been started by kids. It's crazy!

You're pretty much taught from a young age here that lighting fires in dry bush = bad. I think it must be a copy cat thing - kid A gets in the news so kid B thinks thats a brilliant idea >.> I hope if they can't be, the parents are made to pay or made to help repair the homes lost.

To be fair, one was started by the Defence Force by accident with live ammonition tests/explosives.

And yeah fire is a natural thing for the bush. Some plants require the intense heat of a bush fire to release seed pods. These fires are so bad because the Greens pushed to not back burn (another stupidly bad idea) so theres extra fuel. The "climate change" thing omg /rolleyes....since the aboriginals came there has always been fires. They used to lite them! Climate change didnt cause this, stupid kids and ppl who couldnt see past their own egos to do what ppl have been doing for 40,000yrs caused this!

People are blaming these on climate change? Wow that's a bit silly. Yeah it does seem copy catish. :/

I want to cry. I'm so scared.

My cat, whom is like 8 years old, was asleep all day today. He finally woke up only to be limping around. I watched him for around 20 mins to see if his leg was just asleep, but he's still limping. He cries when I touch his leg even slightly. I don't know what to do. Im so scared. This happened within one day. I don't see how he could be limping so badly all of a sudden. It makes no sense.
Dad says we can take him to the vet tomorrow.. But I'm still just so scared. I've hand raised him since he could fit in my palm. He's my baby. We have so much fun with each other. I don't want to lose him. I can't lose him.

Ever had one of those days where you're just all out of fucks to give? Yep thats me today.

We have a new person starting in a job I could of done with no training but apparently doing that job flawlessly for 6 months means "you have no experience" what? Anyway w/e. This workstation has 2 monitors so I think "hey they don't need 2 to do that job (with the shortest duties list ever)" So i ask my manager if i can have it. After 2 days of it sitting with my manager (nobody seemed to notice it was gone) she says yes I can have it....then today we're told oh apparently this person needs two cause they are going to do x job (which i've done with 1 screen). Grrr!

Ofcourse they waited until id called the IT guy up to switch the cables and had it connected etc didn't they? Well I hope IT can find them another spare because they can get lost if they think they're getting it back! /digs heels in!

I don't care how nice a guy you are and how you do little things for us. I really, really don't. Because you still have this idea that you can treat us like shit. You still go fucking crazy every time we point this out. And you still guilt trip us into never bringing it up because oh, you pay the bills, you did this or that nice thing.

That's nice.

I don't care.

I care that you CONSTANTLY yell at my brother because he sometimes can't sleep or doesn't take his meds. I care that you yell at us for that. I care that you think you're justified in your verbal abuse. I care that you think that it's totally okay to do that because hey it's just water under the bridge, right? No. Fucking never. My brother is improving by leaps and bounds and every time he does ANYTHING wrong, you say he's ruining his life, and that he's a complete screwup.

Every time I call you out, I apologize afterwards. So thanks for that. Thanks for teaching me that I need to apologize for calling you out. Thanks for teaching me to just live with it because you're scary when you're mad. Thanks for teaching me that if you do anything nice at all, it outweighs all the bad you do, too.

(Chapter 48359 in "Lupis hates her dad", come back next week for more! ...Or tomorrow, more likely.)

That sounds a lot like the way my mom acted before she went and saw a therapist and got out on her meds. I can sympathize Lupis and I'm sorry you guys are subject to his irrational behavior. Shame there's not a way you guys can get him the help he needs. :/ I wish you the best of luck and hope that you and your brother can try to remain strong until you can move out.

This is really frustrating! Now I am angry and sad and frustrated because [thing]!

"Gee Neil [thing] is dumb why even bother getting mad at it GEE"

WOW I FEEL SO MUCH FRICKING BETTER I CANT BELIEVE I DIDN'T THINK OF JUST LOGICING MY EMOTIONS AWAY

#%@$ing assholes, i guess i can't vent to THEM...

I just got home from my Evening childcare job for the church choir and found my cat licking his wound and a HUGE blob of frothy blood right under it. I'm freaking out now. Our 24 hour vet near our house is apparently closed for what ever reason so I cant rush him in.
I wont be able to sleep at all tonight, I just know it.

Well the "preveiw" night for Armageddon is done and dusted. Only made $3 (Bookmarks are $1) >.> Eh it was only 3 hours long tho Ah well least the Guy fawkes burning man was awesome. Now that's how you celebrate stopping terrorism!

Also I don't give a shit if you are a "English major" because you must be a pretty shit one if you think realise is spelled wrong. You do know there is two ways to spell that right? I thought you would know that. Fucking wish grammar Nazis would at least learn that there is more then one way to spell certain words.

ow, ow, ow
yes, waking up after a tiny scrap of sleep with a migraine, this is /just/ what I needed, body. Thanks.

LupisDarkmoon wrote:ow, ow, ow
yes, waking up after a tiny scrap of sleep with a migraine, this is /just/ what I needed, body. Thanks.

I do indeed know how that feels >.> Do you have any migranie meds? They work wonders!

Luckily it went away after I took my meds and got some more sleep, it was just a bad combination of things going on, heh. Crying makes my head hurt like a son of a bitch, and it was late which is generally when I get spontaneous headaches, plus I couldn't sleep. But once I actually fully fell asleep I was alright!

LupisDarkmoon wrote:Luckily it went away after I took my meds and got some more sleep, it was just a bad combination of things going on, heh. Crying makes my head hurt like a son of a bitch, and it was late which is generally when I get spontaneous headaches, plus I couldn't sleep. But once I actually fully fell asleep I was alright!

Well that's good! Food and a good nights sleep with my meds tends to always work for me.

Ugh the way I feel right now I'm bound to get one today with all this stress! Ugh It's only 10 am to 6 pm ;_; if I get one I'll only be able to take my meds and solider on I guess :/