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Absolutely nothing has gone right today. I've had no inspiration for anything, none of my favourite sites have been working properly, I ruined dinner, no one wants to talk to me, I have nowhere to go...
And I am so fucking sick of being reminded by NOTHING about shit that happened way in the past. Why can't I just forget those fucks who hurt me? The mistakes I made when I was a kid?? Why must I constantly think when I need quiet? Make up negative scenarios that will likely never happen? I wish I could just turn my brain off.

Yech. I'm sorry I didn't respond to peeps that responded to my earlier rants and right now it's like, 2 am and I'm so tired so bleghI'mSorryyy...

This was a random rant-ish fear because I went to turn this thing off and saw it. Those HUGE storms near Japan/China(?) They scare me to no end. I just hate them..and my paranoia keeps making me think "What if it moves towards us? What about hurricane Danny? (even though that's not even close to us.) I can't seem to stop myself from being scared/paranoid and it's killinggg mee. Ugh. Can't I just be fearless *grumble* Stupid storms -.-"

Sigh...I fell and hit my side on the bedpost right where I have old surgery scars... All I can take is Tylenol since I have nose surgery on the 31st...annnd the kicker I broke my sisters 200 dollar vacuum. That'll be great to replace. I also hit my face sooo it's going to look like I have an abusive boyfriend or something for a while oh joy. At least my glasses didn't break tho...

Wassa wrote:My crested gecko escaped. Last I saw him he wiggled his way behind the dishwasher. I can't move the dishwasher on my own and neither my roommate or apartment manager will be here until Monday. I put out food, water, and his favorite hiding tube hoping he will come out on his own, but I'm losing it. I'm so stressed and worried. I've been crying for hours now.

Oh no Wassa, I'm so sorry to hear that. Reptile escapes are always so stressful, my thoughts are with you.
Hopefully he'll come for the food and water once he satisfies his curiosity.

My Glowlights are all so old and so are all passing away over a few months

I got another set of mysterious scratches on my leg and I am getting really weird out by them

I love how the Pokemon center can't ship overseas.

Would it help if you sent money to someone in the US and we sent it to you? I do stuff like that all the time.

My rant: I hate down days. I hate that this antidepressant makes me a bit too energetic and restless. I hate that I keep screwing up this knitting project. ARGHLEBARGHLE. I AM LITERALLY ANGRY AT EVERYTHING INCLUDING BEING ANGRY.

I'm so awkward when it comes to death. I rarely know how to react - especially to people whom i don't know well. The lady that used to do our massages at work has had cancer for the last year or so, I don't know her outside of a 15min back rub but a colleage who does tells us she's going to die in 2 weeks. It's obviously pretty devastating for her and she looks really upset but me and my other colleage really didn't know what to say beyond "oh thats really awful". Then she just stands there in silence. And we sit there in silence (she's not the hugging type so I can't just give her a hug and make it better). Its just a very awkward moment all round.

In a way I kinda wish she hadn't of told me - I don't know her from a bar of soap tbh so if I started to gush about her it would seem really kinda ....fake? I dunno the whole thing makes me feel like abit of bitch.

Novikova wrote:Would it help if you sent money to someone in the US and we sent it to you? I do stuff like that all the time.

That could work I just need to work out costs.


Tumblr what I hate about you is the people who talk for people with Autism. We can do that our self and no just because you have a family member with it does not mean you can talk about it. It's fucking insulting! Really Tumblr it's bullshit I should not have to see a post trying to be helpful only to get angry about it.

Don't even get me started with the fuckers who want to take "Syndrome" out of things because "they are not as bad as Depression". Fuck you Tumblr.

Sure, just let me know. I'll be puttering around. I sometimes do toy runs for friends outside the US.

Tumblr is kind of weird. I think half the 'SJW' accounts are really trolls.

Yeah they seem like they are. Yeah I'll pop a PM sometime.

The ones that are not trolls are the worse ones becuase they think they are doing good and are just not. I'd rather deal with trolls.

There is a big difference between "living with someone who has Autism" and "living with Autism" and I think people need to remember that.

I suspect that 'concern trolls' are a thing, too. People who live with those of us who are ill - mentally or otherwise - are affected by our illnesses, even in small ways. It can be pretty devastating to a family. But they shouldn't talk over people with the illnesses.

Edit: Also, I think in general, many of us are awkward about handling illnesses and some people might care but be really bad about it.

Oh concern trolls are a thing! A sad thing :S


Man exchange rates suck at the moment like $50 US is around $70 NZ >.< Might skip on that Nendoroid XD I don't even ahve my student allowance yet.

Oh my goodness...I can't believe those news people were shot live...and only 30 minutes from where I live, practically right outside my boyfriend's house. I just... no words.

cowmuflage wrote:Oh concern trolls are a thing! A sad thing :S


Man exchange rates suck at the moment like $50 US is around $70 NZ >.< Might skip on that Nendoroid XD I don't even ahve my student allowance yet.

Yeah, even if they mean well. And owch. No worries, just let me know one way or another.

Aywa is really irritating. Found a legendary pet...got banned for poaching it...IN THE WILD. Lost two rares because I didn't waste points on a freakin license to keep both the rares and legendary, and the admins didn't do or say anything helpful. Like wtf? I just wanted a panda and I get banned. It's only 24 hours but still to pay the fee it's more expensive then most of the stuff there. I think I'm done with that stupid site and I've only been there one day; TODAY.

Jurz wrote:Oh my goodness...I can't believe those news people were shot live...and only 30 minutes from where I live, practically right outside my boyfriend's house. I just... no words.

Yes the video footage is really terrifying Seriously America wake up about your gun laws...