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My internet is runnnig excruciatingly slow. Trying to sign my mother up for FR and we can't even access ehr email or anything because NOTHING. WILL. LOAD.

Arrrrrrrgh.

He's talking to me again. I don't know if I like it.

Wow, just wow. Cancer you fucking suck. 1st Lemmy, then Bowie, now Rickman. The world sucks just that much more today.

Rawr wrote:Wow, just wow. Cancer you fucking suck. 1st Lemmy, then Bowie, now Rickman. The world sucks just that much more today.

Seriously, what the fuck is happening this year. ;-;

I also wanted to come vent here about my damn wisdom teeth coming in completely sideways and now I'm going to have to figure out how to finance an expensive specialist surgery to have them removed. Meanwhile I'm just in pain from a bacterial infection in the gums.

Aaah yes.

A few months ago I found out one of my best friends online for five years (feel free to PM me who, but they're a Petopian so I can't name/shame publicly) actually hated my guts and was tired of me for a long time. They just kept pretending everything was okay and never actually told me, while I was getting increasingly anxious, depressed, and angry over it.

I confronted them, as did several other people who also had been treated poorly, and it ended with us cutting ties. I have just now found out they made a nice sappy post about how they cut off a few bad friendships, but thats ~fine~ because they made new friends who are so much more important to them yaaaaay!!!!!!!

It's sickening because this person was probably the closest I would ever come to a soulmate, honestly. They were genuinely my favorite person, and I thought I was theirs, and they kept lying to my face.

Lately I've been feeling really lonely in the evening. Usually I have friends to play with, but many of them have been busy with other things and I always feel like a bother asking to do something. I don't want to come off as clingy, but that's what I feel I am right now. I hate it. ;w;

Recently I've been having nightmares about my heart stopping, making me panic and check my pulse constantly. Don't think I've had any good sleep because of it as it drives me to think that, if I went back to sleep, I might not wake up again.

I hate the smell of my husbands prune farts...... Yes thats a legal thing to rant about!!! They really SMELL

WARNING, LANGAUGE

Why doesn't she have a mental institution waiting for her..she is NOT DEPRESSED SHE'S FUCKING INSANE.
Using a pen to make fake cuts
Claiming she should've been aborted, miscarried, etc
Inviting me to a DAMN MARRIAGE as her maid of honor to TICCI TOBY, that stupid creepypasta shit.
Not to say they aren't good characters, only a few I just hate to hell and back. But this is insane.
She claims she wants to cut hers and her friends eyelids like Jeff the fucktard, even though his story and who he is is complete rubbish and shit.

GOOD GOD I CANT WAIT UNTIL NEXT SEMESTER

SHE. NEEDS. HELP.

That bitch who I once called my mother had the gall to send me a wedding invitation. No, fuck you. You don't know how much you've hurt us, hurt me. There is no way in hell I'm going to watch you leave us even further behind. I'm happy you're happy, don't get me wrong. I'm happy you managed to lose so much weight. But now you may as well be a complete stranger to me. I hope one day you finally realise what you've done.

I´m moody and sad .. hate hormones...Just want to snarl and bite at everyone but that would not be the right thing to do... but i still feel like it...

I am crabby and emotional and I have no clue why. I feel completely drained and can't find anything that makes me happy. Just wish I could figure out why and fix it.

4hr meetings can go suck a fat one /facedesk

I don't think my antidepressants are working. I've gone through about 5 already. Antipsychotics have come up. I just don't know anymore. I should just go die and spare everyone the bother.

I know how you feel, Novi. But I doubt you're a bother to anyone. I've also gone through so many, and just started a new one this month. It's exhausting and discouraging, and I'm sorry you have to deal with it, too. I hope you find something that works for you.

Thanks. And I appreciate the sympathy. It's frustrating since they have to apply for me over and over with patient assistance, too. Just blarghle.

It's entirely my fault.. But I still want to rant about it because it makes me feel better. >.>
So I'm making FREE siggy adoptables for FR. They're free to use.
I just finished one of the fox rats and I was actually pretty proud of it.
But then when I had to shrink it, it just fucks up and looks like shit.
It's my fault for how I drew it and all that. Even at its 5000x1000 size it has a few lines that are 1 pix wide, which makes shrinking a lout tougher on it.. But still! It makes me sad.
I guess it's a learning experience for me. But still. I feel pretty defeated after putting so much into it

VS

I guess it could have been worse.

Bowno I think it still looks awesome even shrunk down.

I think it looks lovely in both sizes! It's one of my favorite ones you made so far <3

x3 Thank you both.