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Tufak wrote:Crystal - Not that I know much about this stuff...but maybe that's part of why you're reacting so badly to the stress right now?

Oh, it's probably definitely knocking me up 0.5-1 point on the scale. But I never really handle stress well, no matter when it comes during the month. But yes.. definitely doesn't help.. especially with the cramps

As for right now.. I have 4 more lectures to go through tonight.. my goal is to get them done in the time it takes me to watch Avatar (extended collectors edition...). Then I'll have time to actually relax and play a little bit... A little WoW.. and then maybe some Fable before bed (so I won't be distracted by friends starting convos just when it's my bedtime, since my midterm is at 8:30am tomorrow... )

So that's my plan... Having plans helps manage the stress a LITTLE.. keeps me from say.. going into a full blown attack (like.. think silent screaming, violent pacing, etc etc) over something small.. like not having time to make the pasta I REALLY want to make tonight... Even if they aren't very much of a plan..

Augh. So much homework, but all I want to do is sleep.

Wheres my sister I used to respect..?
First of you you scream out I hate you to my moms face, do a bunch of other mean stuff to her
you never apologize.
I never seen her cry that hard in a long time

Not just that but you ditch your only true friends you had for YEARS for some phony fake friends that continuously fight for with you, ditch you then refriend you
not to mention that true friend had no friends other than you.

yes before I never respected that you made me do all our dirty laundry, yes I never respected that go walking around dressed like some slut just because you have very large breasts at a young age
yes I never respected that you had an online boyfriend while pretending to be 20 when your actually 11

But at least I respected you

and you you've ruined that
I dont want to call you a sister anymore

Sigh. First run-in with a hunter troller. Stood right below me and called all the rare spawns from the area I was camping, messing with my NPC scan.
I reported him instantly, but still. Grr. >.<

Holy crow.

It is way too hot.

And I'm failing math. :\

Nearly failing Spanish, so you're not alone, Azu.

-Swearing in here-

My night WAS good till my stepdad pressured me and yelled and flipped and temper tantrumed that my meatloaf wasnt cooked thoroughly so we cracked it open and it crumbled when we cut it in half on the cutting board cause i knew there wasnt enough bread crumbs in the loaf to keep it together because we didnt have enough croutons to bind it properly and it was perfectly cooked but now its a crumbled mess that looks more like cooked meat ready to go into some spaghetti sauce and his excuse for the whole thing is that i didnt tell him we didnt have enough bread crumbs but he never asked and never once have i questioned his cooking and i told him that and his excuse was cause he ALWAYS KNOWS his food is cooked through and well, ive been cooking for a god damn half a fucking year at least 4/7 days a week i think i know how to god damn fucking cook and ensure the food is fucking cooked through yet every fucking single night you get into the kitchen, fuck up my food, nit pick and question every god damn fucking thing i do and your excuse for it all is that your fucking hungry and only there to dig around in the fridge while you wait for dinner to be fucking done. At least my god damn pork chops came out as i wanted them to, thats just about the only thing today ive made where you didnt try to take over what i was doing and try to make me make it how you would of but thats only because you were watching a show you really liked and didnt want to get up and dig through the fridge and nit pick at my shit.

TL;DR: Night started out good and then went to me livid all to hell at stepdad (i take much pride in my cooking) and then horribly depressed because i was so happy that i successfully made my very first meatloaf as the cook and not the assistant and it because a crumbled mess.

Intolerance, Ignorance and Idiocy.

I don't care if a person is different than me. I don't care how they live their life. But if they start stepping over bounds to the point that they're driving somebody to suicide because of the three things listed above...then they need a boot up their ass and hard.

Now.. Since I don't know yet when I get the internet back, I ticketed a gm and asked if they could retrieve my mail so I don't lose it.. I wonder if they can do stuff like that, or will is the question here. Gief internets back. At least I was able to abuse the school network and upload lots of kitties.

Why would you do that?

Seriously...you give all hunters a bad name when you 'joke' like that.

Yeah, I know it's just HH and that it's 'easy' but when you Distracting Shot to pull off the tank, then kite the HH all the way to the SM entrance just so that you can purposely reset the encounter and screw us out of our loot attempt?

Not cool, man. Not cool.

DOn't tell me you where going to tame that rare when you have it out with you allready. Whats the point of tameing it twice? Greed? I think my alt got more out it than you would.

sdlfsdlhfsldkhfs my phone won't let me use french letters, that's annoying.

oh sweet jesus i don't know if i have a date or not someone please kill me already

I was close to exploding at the other intern today.... that knuckle-banging-on-desk every few minutes, plus listening so loud to his music through headphones that the whole room still has to listen to it......

AAhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Plus we don't talk. For nearly a month now. What a great working environment.

Gah don't tell me I'm wrong for spelling mum with a U. It's not wrong so get your head out of your fat arse. Nor am I wrong for spelling colour with a U and I'm not going to spell it your way so shut up.

I hate it when people lie to me. Especially when the lie is built to evoke sympathy.

i have a horrible pain shooting up from the left side of where my spine connects to my neck, where those dips in the flesh are and its making me dizzy augggghhh

Man im such a fucking greedy slob
Especially when it comes to my own art talent
it makes me feel like utter crap.

I mean really its all just a freaking mess of pixels isn't it?
because apprently a 3 year old with a can of paint is better then me, and all I crave is comments for it
more comments and more comments for the work I do, I do enjoy drawing it and wanting to share to the world
but then I want ass pats it seems, just love for my freaking crap
just because I see everything I do be ignored and I see others peoples work with thousands of comments
and I know its wrong to want attention like that but human emotions errrrggggghhhhhh...... why muct you take over my very soul?

^is the exact same way when it comes to my art.. i spent 7 hours drawing and coloring that sanus bat and not one person commented on it while posting their eggs in the thread or talking about critters they're after ._. im so proud of it i made it my magistream sig, avatar, and made it the banner to my profile and put the actual full body pic of it as large as i could get it within the picture limits so that everyone would know how much i love them

Xakaal wrote:^is the exact same way when it comes to my art.. i spent 7 hours drawing and coloring that sanus bat and not one person commented on it while posting their eggs in the thread or talking about critters they're after ._. im so proud of it i made it my magistream sig, avatar, and made it the banner to my profile and put the actual full body pic of it as large as i could get it within the picture limits so that everyone would know how much i love them

I liked it. D: I thought I did say something.