Rant Thread
- Miyon
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I so know.. its been over 3 months now since Lucky passed.. till we got janie i kept seeing phantoms in the hallways and doorways and on the floor of the livingroom or my room or my bed or my chair.. He's in an urn on my desk, i promised him i would keep him with me till i passed too so we could stay together forever. I dont believe in heaven and hell n all that, but it gives me some comfort.cowmuflage wrote: I know how you feel. Where Sylvester was laid to rest is right outside the upstairs bathroom window so when ever I shower (it's better than the one downstairs near my room) I see him under his favorite sleeping tree. :s But quite frankly I would not want him back if he was the same as he was the week and a bit before he passed he was not good then. Gah it's only been a week and a bit before he passed D: was only the 14th and yet it feels like months have passed.
My rant is periods suck balls. Why can't men like have them and stuff.
And yea, periods suck majorly. Week n a half ago when mine decided to rear in its ugly face i was nauseated and cramping the whole day, with midol included. Worst one in years i swear to god. Midol usually kills the pain. I guess i should make an appointment with my doctor to inquire about birth control thats not a pill. Im the same way Miyon, i'd never remember to take it >< Every month i anxiously await it, makes me all paranoid and turns me into an insomniac. Since my trip to toronto 5 years back, its never been regular, its constantly deciding 'hmm, which week should i start.. lets say.. i'll start on the 4th week of this month, 2nd week of the month after, 3rd week of the next one, ooh lets go 4th week of the one down there..'
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I still see the phantom cats but not as much as last week. Mums got holidays in 2 weeks she said we will go looking in the local shelters for a cat. or two. She said last night if the next cat we get lives for 20 years like Sylvester did my god I'll be 70!Xakaal wrote:I so know.. its been over 3 months now since Lucky passed.. till we got janie i kept seeing phantoms in the hallways and doorways and on the floor of the livingroom or my room or my bed or my chair.. He's in an urn on my desk, i promised him i would keep him with me till i passed too so we could stay together forever. I dont believe in heaven and hell n all that, but it gives me some comfort.cowmuflage wrote: I know how you feel. Where Sylvester was laid to rest is right outside the upstairs bathroom window so when ever I shower (it's better than the one downstairs near my room) I see him under his favorite sleeping tree. :s But quite frankly I would not want him back if he was the same as he was the week and a bit before he passed he was not good then. Gah it's only been a week and a bit before he passed D: was only the 14th and yet it feels like months have passed.
My rant is periods suck balls. Why can't men like have them and stuff.
And yea, periods suck majorly. Week n a half ago when mine decided to rear in its ugly face i was nauseated and cramping the whole day, with midol included. Worst one in years i swear to god. Midol usually kills the pain. I guess i should make an appointment with my doctor to inquire about birth control thats not a pill. Im the same way Miyon, i'd never remember to take it >< Every month i anxiously await it, makes me all paranoid and turns me into an insomniac. Since my trip to toronto 5 years back, its never been regular, its constantly deciding 'hmm, which week should i start.. lets say.. i'll start on the 4th week of this month, 2nd week of the month after, 3rd week of the next one, ooh lets go 4th week of the one down there..'
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- Chimera
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Ah, i guess i should go to bed now.. Janie is doing a throat choke on her teddy bear and crying to it. Why she goes predator on it and cries as if shes lonley i have absolutely no idea.
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I wish I could have as many cats as I wanted to. And I wish I wasn't so allergic to so many animals.
- Talaridan
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I feel lonely and worthless and I'm trying to put on a happy face.
I talked to ONE person about how I really felt...
And got told it was too awkward and could we just talk about his day at work.
And when I just stopped talking, I think he got upset at me because he just suddenly logged off and then off AIM as well.
I wish I didn't feel like such a screw-up. I keep crying and I want to curl up in a ball and ask what the hell is so wrong with me that no matter what I do, I'm just always an outsider.
I just joined a new guild even, trying to get out there, and I already hate it. I can't even really figure out why. They have been nothing but nice and including me in things, but I feel awful every time I log in and see the tag (which isn't even bad or anything) and all I want to do is /gquit.
And I feel like a moron even typing this. This is just stupid First World Problems and I feel like such a damn whiner, but it feels like either type it out or start sobbing and I don't want to wake anyone up being a stupid hysterical idiot.
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*just....hugs tight and rubs her back*Talaridan wrote:Today was awful.
I feel lonely and worthless and I'm trying to put on a happy face.
I talked to ONE person about how I really felt...
And got told it was too awkward and could we just talk about his day at work.
And when I just stopped talking, I think he got upset at me because he just suddenly logged off and then off AIM as well.
I wish I didn't feel like such a screw-up. I keep crying and I want to curl up in a ball and ask what the hell is so wrong with me that no matter what I do, I'm just always an outsider.
I just joined a new guild even, trying to get out there, and I already hate it. I can't even really figure out why. They have been nothing but nice and including me in things, but I feel awful every time I log in and see the tag (which isn't even bad or anything) and all I want to do is /gquit.
And I feel like a moron even typing this. This is just stupid First World Problems and I feel like such a damn whiner, but it feels like either type it out or start sobbing and I don't want to wake anyone up being a stupid hysterical idiot.
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As far as being an outsider.. I turn it to my advantage, I guess... If I assume people are already gonna outcast me for who I am... Then there's NOTHING holding me back from being who I am to my fullest... Which actually seems to get MORE people to talk to me... If you're a little bit strange... You're considered "weird"... If you're REALLY strange.. you're "eccentric" or "interesting" or something.. and all of a sudden people thing that's cooler >.> I don't get it.. People are weird. That's my rant.
Talaridan wrote:Today was awful.
I feel lonely and worthless and I'm trying to put on a happy face.
I talked to ONE person about how I really felt...
And got told it was too awkward and could we just talk about his day at work.
And when I just stopped talking, I think he got upset at me because he just suddenly logged off and then off AIM as well.
I wish I didn't feel like such a screw-up. I keep crying and I want to curl up in a ball and ask what the hell is so wrong with me that no matter what I do, I'm just always an outsider.
I just joined a new guild even, trying to get out there, and I already hate it. I can't even really figure out why. They have been nothing but nice and including me in things, but I feel awful every time I log in and see the tag (which isn't even bad or anything) and all I want to do is /gquit.
And I feel like a moron even typing this. This is just stupid First World Problems and I feel like such a damn whiner, but it feels like either type it out or start sobbing and I don't want to wake anyone up being a stupid hysterical idiot.
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Heres my DA page
My wow model sheets (NSFW) that anyone can use!
First 251 Pokemon in Adventure time style! By me XD
Cow's art thread!
- Chimera
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Aragh cat keeps chewing the living crap out of my shoes so i had to hide them and cause i did that she's running around the hosue like a mad cat and pouncing onto the back of my chair and bouncing off it onto my back with claws at the ready for grip support and then after she comes to a halt she suddenly jumps off my back onto the floor and repeats the cycle.
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I asked if he's coming over during the week.. no response.. cause he's been away... I just... I'd really like it if he came over tonight
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Heres my DA page
My wow model sheets (NSFW) that anyone can use!
First 251 Pokemon in Adventure time style! By me XD
Cow's art thread!
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Some days your this guy.
(Yes. My vain attempt to hope to make someone out there feel a little bit better about their day.)
- Miyon
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- Miyon
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And water, from my shower earlier, stop evaporating from my hands. Go evaporate from a different part of my body. I sit here wiping my hands like crazy. This is unhealthy for my ocd.