WoW Petopia Community

After what happened, I've decided that it's best if I leave and never show my face around here ever again. And the few of you who've added me to RealID on the game, it's your choice whether or not you want to keep me added, but perhaps it's for the best if you remove me since I'm not exactly a good friend... or a good person. There's just too much wrong with me for me to stay here any longer and I am just not good at interacting with other people.

I don't know where to put this exactly, so it's here in off-topic, but, yeah.

Whoa whoa whoa....hang on Toph...what happened? I'm really confused.

I'm confused as well. You've never offended me, Toph!

I just hate when people say these type of things to themselves. It just bothers me, even if I don't know you.

I ... have no idea what happened here, but I hope things go well for you, whatever trail you may choose. Just realize that anxiety and depression often turn shadows into monsters.

All I'm good at doing is confusing people.

Fine, I'll explain what happened. I left Petopians, and I felt that it's best that I leave here, too, since there are people from the guild who also post here that I would... rather not see again. Not going to name names, but my feelings were shattered when everyone went silent after I spoke about my mother (who's not doing too well at all right now) before someone changed the subject and everyone else started talking again. I was very offended and hurt by that, and my paranoia was already through the roof by that point.

I've already deleted Ayana and Camira, and Dejanira will be moved to my main realm next month when I have the money. I'll still leave Jemmi on Nesingwary, since there's a few people I still want to talk to, but that's it. I'm just not cut out to be in such a social setting like Petopians/Petopia or any other social setting at all. I'm not a people person, and I'm just too jaded.

I know I don't know you very well, but I'll just say this;
Being a untalkitive person has quite a few downsides. I'm like that now, and I hate it. You feel lonely without people, but I trust you have at least one good friend, hm? It also sucks when you need someone to talk to, but there's nobody there.

Just my opinion, if you need someone, I'm here, but you don't know me and yeah. Anyway, I hope the path you choose is the right one for you.

Hope things get better with your mother - I'm sorry, I had no idea. :/

I'm sorry hun. I hope things get better for you and it's unfortunate some individuals may have ruined your experiences by being incredibly inconsiderate. I'm still your friend and always will be. You're not a horrible person. You're awesome in my book and really sweet. Hawkbane will always hold a special spot in my heart cause of you.

I can relate all too well, and I understand. Its hard for me to be here too, and to be on Nesingwary around Petopians. Even seeing my former guildmates hurts, more than I care to admit. But after what I did, I can understand them shunning me. But Nesingwary is home, for better or worse. I would have left these forums if not for being tied into the PetEmote project, because I know I'm not wanted, having been told so by several people. I'm not saying this to cause drama. My situation is what it is and I'm the one ultimately responsible for it. But I empathize so much I have tears running down my face and I want you to know I understand how hard it is. I will miss you.
I also know you didn't make this post to cause drama or for attention. I understand why, but its hard to articulate. My heart goes out to you and I sincerely hope that whatever it is that's under the surface of this gets better.

All this makes me realize how out of the loop I am. Then again, I haven't been on WoW seriously for a long time now. Anyway, if it makes either of you feel any better, I've never thought poorly of either of you. Wishing you both the best in whatever you decide to do.

Toph wrote:After what happened, I've decided that it's best if I leave and never show my face around here ever again. And the few of you who've added me to RealID on the game, it's your choice whether or not you want to keep me added, but perhaps it's for the best if you remove me since I'm not exactly a good friend... or a good person. There's just too much wrong with me for me to stay here any longer and I am just not good at interacting with other people.

I don't know where to put this exactly, so it's here in off-topic, but, yeah.

I'm sorry to hear that about your mother, and that you find somewhere that will be better for you.

I'm coming back, since I still get the strong urge to post whenever I read the forums. I don't know how often I'll post until I feel comfortable here again, though, and I understand if some of you (still) don't like me for the post I made. I'm just glad that October's finally over, and my mother is doing much better now. She sounded much better on the phone when I talked to her yesterday, and I'm glad.

I'm not going back to the guild on Nesingwary, though, that's too much for me to handle. I'm also thinking of asking for a name change since Toph isn't my main character anymore.

Welcome back, Toph. *hugs*

I'm glad you are staying, hun

Im glad your moms doing better

Glad to hear your mom's doing better, and that you're not leaving the community entirely. Do whatever makes you happy.

Apologies for replying so late, but thank you, guys, it means a lot to me. *hugs back*