Angry (venting)
Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 8:32 pm
Now I believe I'm a pretty easy going person, trying to just see the world how it is. It's just for a few days I've noticed I feel more angry. Frustrated maybe, but I'm not easily frustrated either.
Just a few things I've noticed.
So around my college campus there are a few people who are completely stereotypical. I don't know exactly why, but when I see these people I can't help but want to yell at them. Mostly it's girls who bother me with this, but there is this one guy who is clearly stereotypically gay as he flaunts it. Not in a good way either. Probably the most obnoxious person I have ever seen.
Now I often like to sit in the library as it's a quiet place where I can contemplate, but when my favorite spot is taken I go sit in the laptop corner of the library with these neat comfy chairs. I just get utterly annoyed at times there how-ever as people like to also use it as a social zone. Today there was a girl almost yelling into her cell phone and this couple that couldn't be any more stuck on each other. (Well maybe they could if they were into public intercourse, but that's beyond the point.) Not to mention this one women who couldn't make up her mind if she wanted to sit down and study or stare at everyone else sitting there like she was neurotic. All I wanted was some peace and quiet to try and figure out what I should be working on.
Today I was getting dressed and I put on this black gender neutral shirt that was comfortable. I figured I'd just wear something relaxing as it was one of my more stressing class days, but the shirt wasn't feminine enough according to my mom and I had to dig into the clean clothes basket for something more suitable. She said nothing about my paint stained, white-ish pants with a tare from my bike chain. Not to mention I wear a scarf everyday that doesn't match anything.
My instructors tend to be really hypocritical, and some don't even seem to fully understand their fields. Not to mention some of the questions are phrased so badly that I can't understand what they are asking for.
How come most of the time I get in a relationship with a guy most of what he wants to do with me is sex related? My girl-friends didn't seem to have this problem.
So I started playing my hunter again, mostly because I was also using her to create some leather pieces for my druid. The epic ones. Anyway, I'm really frustrated with how no matter how well I play, I never feel like I am doing as much as my mage does with twice the effort I use to play my mage. I feel like it almost takes a math major to play my hunter. No really.
My druid turned 80 recently. My guild leader's wife wanted to do heroics with her but I couldn't because my mom had to use the computers (she uses 2 to do her work). What bothers me is that even though her gearscore is about 1340, I still tank and heal better then people over 2000. The only reason I am tanking is because I like having control over the pace of the instance, as well as having a tank that knows what they're doing. I was healing this one guy and we were on Skadi. I died because of aggro and not only did he say I ran away from him, but that I was killed by standing in whirlwind. The rest of the group clearly saw the one mob who was killing me, and one guy ran to try to get it off me (only managing to one second too late since he was across the room from running from whirlwind while the tank was right next to me). He left and we cleared the instance with four DKs and my druid. This was not the only bad tank incident I had that day, mostly in with dps switching roles with the tank. I did have a few bad healers, but I manage to live popping Survival of the Fittest, Bark Skin, Lifebloom, occasionally ferocious regeneration, and a health pot.
Just a few things I've noticed.
So around my college campus there are a few people who are completely stereotypical. I don't know exactly why, but when I see these people I can't help but want to yell at them. Mostly it's girls who bother me with this, but there is this one guy who is clearly stereotypically gay as he flaunts it. Not in a good way either. Probably the most obnoxious person I have ever seen.
Now I often like to sit in the library as it's a quiet place where I can contemplate, but when my favorite spot is taken I go sit in the laptop corner of the library with these neat comfy chairs. I just get utterly annoyed at times there how-ever as people like to also use it as a social zone. Today there was a girl almost yelling into her cell phone and this couple that couldn't be any more stuck on each other. (Well maybe they could if they were into public intercourse, but that's beyond the point.) Not to mention this one women who couldn't make up her mind if she wanted to sit down and study or stare at everyone else sitting there like she was neurotic. All I wanted was some peace and quiet to try and figure out what I should be working on.
Today I was getting dressed and I put on this black gender neutral shirt that was comfortable. I figured I'd just wear something relaxing as it was one of my more stressing class days, but the shirt wasn't feminine enough according to my mom and I had to dig into the clean clothes basket for something more suitable. She said nothing about my paint stained, white-ish pants with a tare from my bike chain. Not to mention I wear a scarf everyday that doesn't match anything.
My instructors tend to be really hypocritical, and some don't even seem to fully understand their fields. Not to mention some of the questions are phrased so badly that I can't understand what they are asking for.
How come most of the time I get in a relationship with a guy most of what he wants to do with me is sex related? My girl-friends didn't seem to have this problem.
So I started playing my hunter again, mostly because I was also using her to create some leather pieces for my druid. The epic ones. Anyway, I'm really frustrated with how no matter how well I play, I never feel like I am doing as much as my mage does with twice the effort I use to play my mage. I feel like it almost takes a math major to play my hunter. No really.
My druid turned 80 recently. My guild leader's wife wanted to do heroics with her but I couldn't because my mom had to use the computers (she uses 2 to do her work). What bothers me is that even though her gearscore is about 1340, I still tank and heal better then people over 2000. The only reason I am tanking is because I like having control over the pace of the instance, as well as having a tank that knows what they're doing. I was healing this one guy and we were on Skadi. I died because of aggro and not only did he say I ran away from him, but that I was killed by standing in whirlwind. The rest of the group clearly saw the one mob who was killing me, and one guy ran to try to get it off me (only managing to one second too late since he was across the room from running from whirlwind while the tank was right next to me). He left and we cleared the instance with four DKs and my druid. This was not the only bad tank incident I had that day, mostly in with dps switching roles with the tank. I did have a few bad healers, but I manage to live popping Survival of the Fittest, Bark Skin, Lifebloom, occasionally ferocious regeneration, and a health pot.
