Pondering, Pondering, Pondering...
Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 9:32 am
As one might suspect due to the title, I am pondering. Pondering what, might you ask? Well, quite frankly.. I'm thinking of transfering my main character to Nesingwary, so I might ACTUALLY play on that server! Instead of just randomly getting on my little lvl 4 alt who's in the Petopians guild. Cause.. Hey, no one in the guild I'm in is really ever on anymore (Though I've been really hoping it'll change when Catacylsm hits.. I'm kind of losing faith in that.) and I really have no friends on that server that I can't talk to anyway via RealID.
So, what do I have to lose? Well, a lot actually... Memories, for the most part. Windrunner was the server I started on. It's the server one of my friends plays on. Said friend was the one who got me into the game! But then again... She's always either on her alt on another server, or on her Druid, raiding ICC! I never really talk to her in-game anymore. And besides, we can still talk through RealID.
Another thing I have to lose is.. My guild. Disciples of Deathwing (Yes, very ironic considering Cataclysm XD). It was the very first guild I ever joined. Me and my friend (Same one I mentioned earlier) joined it because we had gotten interested in the dragons of the game, and had gone crazy researching none other than Deathwing himself on various fan-sites! Hence why we joined the guild. Little did we know that the guild would become sort of a little family for us in-game. Back then, we were known by the guild as the Troll Sisters, due to our two characters, Sandfur and Sunpelt, who were both Troll Huntresses. Eventually, things changed.. My friend couldn't log on for like.. EVER thanks to a REALLY nasty computer virus, and I shot all the way up to lvl 70, leaving her at lvl 40. I quit the guild to make a new one with another friend, due to no one ever being on anymore. And then of course that other friend had to stop playing. But hey, things happen. Oh well. WotLK hit, and the old guild burst into life. DK's EVERYWHERE. Which included my friend's new main. Fast foward to about January after the expansion... I had just rejoined Disciples of Deathwing around lvl 77, and had eventually hit 80, and not too long afterwards, the guild started raiding. I went along with them one night when my friend dragged me into an OS raid. Then I went to Naxx with them. And eventually.. I realized, 'Hey! Raiding is fun!' ... No longer than a couple months later... Things totally fell apart. One guildie (Who had even been the one who had invited me and my friend to the guild in the first place..) had a tantrum and said he was going to leave the server. ... He didn't make it that far. He did, however, faction change his DK to Alliance. And I honestly haven't heard anything from him since. And well.. The guild has kind of.. Dropped off the face of the earth ever since. Besides me, of course. Me and another guildie are really the only ones who are ever one.
Anyway.. I kinda went crazy with that, didn't I? Oh well.. I had to explain it all. And yeah, even though the guild has totally and utterly died.. I still kind of hate the idea of leaving it... But it does get really lonely for me to just be the only one on for the most part. And even when I'm not the only one one.. No one's ever talking. It's just lonely. And I hate feeling lonely...
Though, on the other hand, while I do still have a lot of memories on Windrunner.. Some of them I think would be best to just leave behind. There's quite a few things that seem to be.. Kind of trapping me to this one place and time in the game. A place and time that's long past, in fact. And I just can't find a way to free myself from those things.
So.. Maybe a new server may help. Along with a new guild that is really active and full of people who share the same outlook on things as I do in the game... As much as I truely will miss my server.. There's definitely some things I WON'T miss. (Two words: Trade Chat. UGH.) And besides, I still have a lot of characters on Windrunner. I could even get my neglected little Druid back into Disciples of Deathwing, so I'd still be able to keep up with stuff going on there...
What do you all think? Should I transfer my main over or not? I mean, yeah, it'll still be up to me in the longrun on what to do, but I'd really appreciate some input on this...
(... Oh dear. That really turned out a LOT longer than I had expected. Sorry for the giantness of this post! XD;)
So, what do I have to lose? Well, a lot actually... Memories, for the most part. Windrunner was the server I started on. It's the server one of my friends plays on. Said friend was the one who got me into the game! But then again... She's always either on her alt on another server, or on her Druid, raiding ICC! I never really talk to her in-game anymore. And besides, we can still talk through RealID.
Another thing I have to lose is.. My guild. Disciples of Deathwing (Yes, very ironic considering Cataclysm XD). It was the very first guild I ever joined. Me and my friend (Same one I mentioned earlier) joined it because we had gotten interested in the dragons of the game, and had gone crazy researching none other than Deathwing himself on various fan-sites! Hence why we joined the guild. Little did we know that the guild would become sort of a little family for us in-game. Back then, we were known by the guild as the Troll Sisters, due to our two characters, Sandfur and Sunpelt, who were both Troll Huntresses. Eventually, things changed.. My friend couldn't log on for like.. EVER thanks to a REALLY nasty computer virus, and I shot all the way up to lvl 70, leaving her at lvl 40. I quit the guild to make a new one with another friend, due to no one ever being on anymore. And then of course that other friend had to stop playing. But hey, things happen. Oh well. WotLK hit, and the old guild burst into life. DK's EVERYWHERE. Which included my friend's new main. Fast foward to about January after the expansion... I had just rejoined Disciples of Deathwing around lvl 77, and had eventually hit 80, and not too long afterwards, the guild started raiding. I went along with them one night when my friend dragged me into an OS raid. Then I went to Naxx with them. And eventually.. I realized, 'Hey! Raiding is fun!' ... No longer than a couple months later... Things totally fell apart. One guildie (Who had even been the one who had invited me and my friend to the guild in the first place..) had a tantrum and said he was going to leave the server. ... He didn't make it that far. He did, however, faction change his DK to Alliance. And I honestly haven't heard anything from him since. And well.. The guild has kind of.. Dropped off the face of the earth ever since. Besides me, of course. Me and another guildie are really the only ones who are ever one.
Anyway.. I kinda went crazy with that, didn't I? Oh well.. I had to explain it all. And yeah, even though the guild has totally and utterly died.. I still kind of hate the idea of leaving it... But it does get really lonely for me to just be the only one on for the most part. And even when I'm not the only one one.. No one's ever talking. It's just lonely. And I hate feeling lonely...
Though, on the other hand, while I do still have a lot of memories on Windrunner.. Some of them I think would be best to just leave behind. There's quite a few things that seem to be.. Kind of trapping me to this one place and time in the game. A place and time that's long past, in fact. And I just can't find a way to free myself from those things.
So.. Maybe a new server may help. Along with a new guild that is really active and full of people who share the same outlook on things as I do in the game... As much as I truely will miss my server.. There's definitely some things I WON'T miss. (Two words: Trade Chat. UGH.) And besides, I still have a lot of characters on Windrunner. I could even get my neglected little Druid back into Disciples of Deathwing, so I'd still be able to keep up with stuff going on there...
What do you all think? Should I transfer my main over or not? I mean, yeah, it'll still be up to me in the longrun on what to do, but I'd really appreciate some input on this...
(... Oh dear. That really turned out a LOT longer than I had expected. Sorry for the giantness of this post! XD;)
