Rant Thread
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I'm sure she heard you
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Sorry, I've been a bit absent, but I am so sorry for your loss. I am positive that she heard you. Wishing you love, support, and healing.
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I really did love and miss her. It just never felt like the right time and neither of us liked being the one who had to go first, leaving us in an endless loop of stubborn refusal to call the other.
Do yourselves a favour guys. If you're stuck in a similar rift... just do it. You never know if you'll get that chance again.
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Rest in peace mum. I really did love and miss you, even if I never got to see you.
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New rant. Maybe it's just me being paranoid because of past events but I've now had two, completely unrelated instances of a guy asking me if I'd be interested in creating a specifically female romantic partner for their RP characters; one in WoW/various stuff and one in D&D. It's awkward enough that they specifically want the character to be female when my go-to characters are male elves, but I'm worried it's because I'm female-presenting irl and they're using it as an excuse to try and romance me.
For context I do know these people, being an old WoW GM and my current D&D DM (funny that) respectively. It's just that I've already had to turn down two guys before who tried to flirt with and/or date me (though tbf one was a young kid trying too hard and the other was a nice co-worker I barely knew).
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Rest in peace mum. I really did love and miss you, even if I never got to see you.
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I don't think it has anything to do with you or your art quality, I think its more because of how the world is still a mess and people are struggling to even afford rent and food.
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- Ana
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fianlly get Basilofos, King of the Hill to come down to me.. mid tame another hunter comes down and kill it
in both cases i ask kindly to not attack it and let me tame it.. but noooo.. why are ppl like that
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I am a horde beastmaster hunter. I needed Lord Al' whatever his name is (Uldum Rare) for my rares collection. Horde members were parading their alts to try and get the toy even when I asked politely if I could get the tame and even pay gold for them to stand down. Finally, last night I got the tame because an ALLY actually backed off and let me have it. Horde on Misha treat each other like garbage in other things too.
AND why didn't Blizzard allow the pet collection to have an interface like it does now earlier?!!! I had to let go of some pets to make room for others because of that old stable system. Now I have to go get some back.
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I'm unemployed, struggling to find something because of those features.
I feel like I have no future.
No friends.
My step-mother suffers Alzheimer's, which is progressively getting worse.
She's started physically attacking me when we're together with no supervision.
My mother recently passed away and I am racked with severe guilt for not speaking to her before she fell ill.
I feel alone.
Hated.
Unwanted.
Useless.
I make myself feel better by making other people happy.
I gave you so much art.
So many gifts, including a rare event Pokémon I happened to have multiple of.
We shared stories.
I went out of my way to get stuff for you, to help you progress.
I supported you in your time of need.
You were the best friend I ever had.
Then you abandoned me when I needed you the most.
For an incredibly stupid reason.
Because of a game.
But by all means, I'm the insensitive one for making jokes and trying to cope.
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Rest in peace mum. I really did love and miss you, even if I never got to see you.
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I sooo get that feeling... i had a really weird year that I havent written about much here but I do get you.
Im here if you need a shoulder to cry or shout on
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I can relate. I'm a ball of anxiety and so introverted it's not even funny.
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Kia Kaha.
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Almost a year ago (how has it been a year already?) my mother passed away from leukaemia, having survived surgery for cancer. It was incredibly unfair and I've been saddled with regret for not speaking to her until her final moments. I still doubt she even heard me no matter how many people insist hearing is the last sense to give way, or that she could understand if she did.
My step-mother has been fighting a losing battle against Alzheimer's the last few years. It's progressively getting worse and is taking away her memories, her physical strength and control, and the ability to tell what is real and what isn't. She actively lashes out at me, either not recognising who I am or imagining the situation to be so much worse than it is, and in the last few months especially she's also physically attacked me.
Lastly, a friendship I thought was strong, one I had managed to keep going and enjoy despite warnings from others who saw red flags. We had our ups and downs for sure, along with months of silence, but when a certain game came out last year things became increasingly selfish and toxic. I had to put it to rest when possessive hyper-fixation overwrote any care for my feelings, with the final nail being demands for artwork while I was actively grieving.
I feel so extremely alone and can no longer trust those I consider friends to truly be my friend and instead simply tolerate me to keep me happy and quiet.
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Rest in peace mum. I really did love and miss you, even if I never got to see you.
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I feel you
I felt very....outside myself last year too. The person i trusted most for 27 years suddenly decided to leave me.. took me a great deal of time to come to terms with it.. tbh not sure i have dealt with it all now
I felt a part of me go away ..a major part of my life was gone.
In the midst of the all I also had to decide to take a chance to let someone else into my life again. I did and they still around.. part of me still goes .."but what about 10,15, 20 years from now?"
It is so so so hard when you feel betrayed/cast aside from ppl you once trusted or was a part of your life
huge hugs to you
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Rest in peace mum. I really did love and miss you, even if I never got to see you.