Varethyn wrote:Dear self,
Fuck off. You're clearly not wanted. If people wanted you around they'd talk to you. At best you get like one reply then everyone goes back to fawning over someone else. Why bother trying to fit in where people clearly don't like you? Give up already.
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The silence just proves it. I remember why I used to want to commit suicide now.
Aww Vare 
Ergh this! Always at the worst moments too....is it wow or windows 7??Junrei wrote:Really wish WoW would stop crashing randomly....
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I think it's WoW cause there's been multiple reports of it happening.Castile wrote:Ergh this! Always at the worst moments too....is it wow or windows 7??Junrei wrote:Really wish WoW would stop crashing randomly....
Also I'm sorry workmate of a higher lvl than me, I can't answer your stupid questions. You're meant to be smarter and better than me, thats why you're a higher lvl!!! USE THE GODDAMN SYSTEM! I can't believe you got made the assistant admin and you can't even look up where a fucking book is on it. Seriously....
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What adds?Tårnfalk wrote:Dear facebook STOP SUGGESTION PPL AS MY FRIENDS WHOM I DONT KNOW!!
and the adds... ohh my the adds!
I don't like the "suggested pages" ads they put up, the ones companies pay for I can't seem to get rid of em.Rawr wrote:What adds?Tårnfalk wrote:Dear facebook STOP SUGGESTION PPL AS MY FRIENDS WHOM I DONT KNOW!!
and the adds... ohh my the adds!
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Rest in peace mum. I really did love and miss you, even if I never got to see you.
Not sure there's anything insightful I can say, butVarethyn wrote:I love how everyone gets on with their life while I'm sitting in the corner crying and contemplating suicide.
I mean, it's not like I need someone to talk to or anything. Oh no. Just walk on and pretend I'm fine LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.
Fuck life. Fuck it.
Trust me, suicide is never the answer. I know things are hard but you'll pull through. Things are hard for everyone now with the economy the way it is. Hell, my wedding has to be postponed cause we can't afford it. I'm still without a job for nearly 2 years now.Varethyn wrote:I love how everyone gets on with their life while I'm sitting in the corner crying and contemplating suicide.
I mean, it's not like I need someone to talk to or anything. Oh no. Just walk on and pretend I'm fine LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.
Fuck life. Fuck it.
Agree wtih Junrei here.. it is NEVER the answer...dont know what else to say but maybe you should talk to your doctor about terapy? i did that once and it helped. Hope you pull throughJunrei wrote:Trust me, suicide is never the answer. I know things are hard but you'll pull through.Varethyn wrote:I love how everyone gets on with their life while I'm sitting in the corner crying and contemplating suicide.
I mean, it's not like I need someone to talk to or anything. Oh no. Just walk on and pretend I'm fine LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.
Fuck life. Fuck it.
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* Flight Rising *Varethyn wrote:I love how everyone gets on with their life while I'm sitting in the corner crying and contemplating suicide.
I mean, it's not like I need someone to talk to or anything. Oh no. Just walk on and pretend I'm fine LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.
Fuck life. Fuck it.
Suicides not the answer, and I should know. I've been to deaths door with open arms and almost walked through. Then my cat bit me, and nipped me, and made me get up, made me pet him, and he purred while I cried. And he made me feed him, and made me let him out, and then made me come out and play tag in the backyard with him. He made me realise that even though everyone else was getting on with their lives, and I had no-one, no family to turn to, that there was still a reason to get up. I don't think my family know how to help me, so they just pretended everything was fine and hoped things worked out. 
Silent as night, silent as death, silent as your last breath
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I cry inside every day, as common courtesy withers away. Are you part of the problem or will you help it grow?
Silent as night, silent as death, silent as your last breath
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sorryMakoes wrote:I hate the waiting to see if I've gotten a picture submitted in time for a contest...
I also wish that some of the people who "watch" me on DA would leave comments...I want to know what people like/don't like about my art, or if they have suggestions on what I can do differently...well its a good thing that I draw first and foremost for myself.
i just stalk you i leave comments in here though 
i think your amazing talented
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Silent as night, silent as death, silent as your last breath
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Interested in HARPG? Check out Marandian's
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I cry inside every day, as common courtesy withers away. Are you part of the problem or will you help it grow?
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For your sore throat = Table spoon of honey or eat some marshmellows. :3Shalyth wrote:If my sore throat keeps me up all night again I'm gonna flip shit. Been so tired, so sore, headache galore all day and only my anti-depressant has actually had me make it through without turning into a crazy biatch (I can get nasty when I don't sleep ><) and actually have a semi-enjoyable day. Various points in the day really brightened my mood but the everlasting headache inducing aches in my neck, jaw, and head, and the raw scratchiness in my throat has me feeling a bit on the miserable side.
I've drunk slurpees, eaten ice cream, few different kinds of teas and neocitrin, several vitamin c tablets and lausenges, super icy water to cool the inflamation, hot-ish water to try and clear up any crap in there, brushed my teeth through the day as that seems to help quite a bit when I get sore throats. While its still incredibly sore, hopefully it's well enough that I can actually lie down and get some sleep.
I gotta get rid of it by wednesday night or I'm screwed, I have my first speech wednesday at Toastmasters, and its too late to back out as no one will be able to fill in and do a speech from their stage in their books instead. Stuff takes planning and practice. I may have to ask if I can keep it short. Thank god it's just my Icebreaker speech. I'd be crying in a corner if it was one of the constructed ones.
