Rant Thread

[Jurz]

It's been a little over 3 months since my dogs death…so why do I still cry over her…why is it still so hard...

[Falcon]

It's been a little over 3 months since my dogs death…so why do I still cry over her…why is it still so hard...

It's a wound that'll take a long time to close. Trust me, I know, I've been there. Six years ago, the dog I grew up with had to be put down, and I'm still not over it, and come this October, it will be seven years. Every time I look at pictures and videos of shih tzus, I feel my heart clench, and I tear up. I'm sorry that this probably doesn't help that much, but like I said, these things take time to heal, and the first year or so is when it's completely raw.

[Iowawolf]

I also know first hand the pain of losing ones dog I lost mine of 12 years long ago and it still hurts some wounds never heal when it comes to family deaths or pets death maybe in time it will but by then we too will be gone and reunited with them.

[Lisaara]

It's been a little over 3 months since my dogs death…so why do I still cry over her…why is it still so hard...

I put down my dog back when I started the 7th grade. That dog raised me like I was her own pup, in a strange sort of way. It hurt like hell. It's been many years and to this day, I still miss her so much. Trust me, it's okay to miss them and cry. *hugs*

[Castile]

I really hate ppl who troll on threads which are totally innapropiate - like a memorial thread to MH17. I know trolls probably don't care at all but it just sickened me today for some reason...

[Jurz]

I also know first hand the pain of losing ones dog I lost mine of 12 years long ago and it still hurts some wounds never heal when it comes to family deaths or pets death maybe in time it will but by then we too will be gone and reunited with them.

It's been a little over 3 months since my dogs death…so why do I still cry over her…why is it still so hard...

I put down my dog back when I started the 7th grade. That dog raised me like I was her own pup, in a strange sort of way. It hurt like hell. It's been many years and to this day, I still miss her so much. Trust me, it's okay to miss them and cry. *hugs*

It's been a little over 3 months since my dogs death…so why do I still cry over her…why is it still so hard...

It's a wound that'll take a long time to close. Trust me, I know, I've been there. Six years ago, the dog I grew up with had to be put down, and I'm still not over it, and come this October, it will be seven years. Every time I look at pictures and videos of shih tzus, I feel my heart clench, and I tear up. I'm sorry that this probably doesn't help that much, but like I said, these things take time to heal, and the first year or so is when it's completely raw.

Thanks guys…She was like my best friend and it's just been so hard sometimes…She would've been 15 in October…I miss her more than anything...

[Snowy]

Like/use Tumblr? Stay awaaaaay from ma rant plz.

I fucking hate this stupid, ignorant Tumblr fad of 'triggering'. Reminds me so bad of when I was a teen and all the 'cool' deviantART kids with their emo paintball wolf creations were claiming to be bisexual because it was the 'in' thing to do. Why do we have to follow trends like this? Find your own damn lifestyles people.

[Snowy]

Two rants in a row but I think I might cry if I don't rant about this now.

I'd never once played Magic the Gathering before. Never. Not once even touched it. It's the summer and me and my friends don't have an awful lot to do and we decided a while ago we'd get theme decks to try it out. I was really looking forward to playing it... not so much now. Me and one other friend had never played before. My boyfriend had, so I figured getting him to teach me how to play would be a fun idea. We played with open hands so I could figure everything out and he could help me. Bad fucking idea apparently because I got nothing but SHIT from him. Yes, from my own boyfriend.

I'm a slow learner. I need to go over things several times before I've learned them properly. He should know this by now. But apparently if I don't understand everything the first time around or I miss something or he simply fucking thinks I'm not listening, that's a great time for him to lose his shit at me. Seriously, he was almost yelling at me for not understanding right away, I was almost in tears and my two other friends who were playing together (one of them teaching the other how to play) were staring at us wondering wtf was going on. It was so embarrassing and I was so upset. Luckily after that horrid round ended (I let him win to get it over with) one of my other friends chipped in quickly and offered to help me instead, even though he was only just learning himself but was clearly already better than I was. He helped me much better than my own fucking boyfriend managed to and remained calm even when I was being a little slow to learn.

I felt so fucking humiliated and like such an idiot. I even received the brilliant, enlightening comment of, "I can't stand stupidity." from my OWN BOYFRIEND after the game. I can understand getting frustrated with someone for not learning as fast as you'd like them to but he *knows* I'm a slow learner at new games, he's normally fine with it. Maybe I came across like I wasn't paying attention. Maybe I was slower at learning this than usual. But for one, after he first yelled at me I majorly lost my concentration, I was then purely trying not to cry. And second, I'm fucking sleepy as all shit.

I've literally just retreated to my room now while everyone continues playing downstairs. Gunna shove my headphones on, get Flight Rising to comfort me and pray he doesn't speak when he comes up.

[Krysteena]

Why doesn't anyone want a spawn of G'nathus? Come on...he's cute! Here I was thinking I was being clever when I thought that farming G'nathus would get me loads of gold after seeing a video saying they sold for around 10k Nope. They're going for 3k on my dead server. Heh...anyone on EU servers want a Spawn of G'nathus? I'll give a discount...just please...someone take this sweet lil thing. He's too cute to be stuck in my bags all the time I hope he sells soon. Or I may have to put him up for 2k. And that's too cheap in my eyes.

Snowy, I understand you and learning slow. It's not fair when someone takes it out on you, when it's not your fault. On a different note (and getting slightly off topic) what is Magic the Gathering? Some kind of card game? Most complicated card games I've ever played are Hearthstone (only for the mount) and Pokémon :/ I'm so exotic in my gaming style

[Snowy]

Snowy, I understand you and learning slow. It's not fair when someone takes it out on you, when it's not your fault. On a different note (and getting slightly off topic) what is Magic the Gathering? Some kind of card game? Most complicated card games I've ever played are Hearthstone (only for the mount) and Pokémon :/ I'm so exotic in my gaming style

I'm surprised you know Pokemon and Hearthstone but not Magic. :O As far as I'm aware, Magic was the one that pretty much started all the card games off. Started in 1993 or so.

[Syleye]

Snowy,
first it can be rather complicated, second I have found that significant others seem to have issue teaching things to each other. I have no clue why or why it seems to fall more on the male side than female. I hope you enjoy the game though it can be fun, or was its been years since I played.

[Silivren]

@Snowy - I am so sorry. That's such a fucking shitty thing to do. My boyfriend and I both have MTG decks. We have Yugioh ones too, that's our game of choice. He taught me how to play that and now I'm as good as him. Some SO's can't teach the other without getting angry, maybe he's afraid you'll get better than him. That's just fucking petty though. Don't let him make you think it's you though, maybe he just can't teach worth shit without being an asshole. He's your boyfriend, I know, but that stuff seriously irks me because I feel like that's so shitty to do to your SO. Maybe I'm basing it off the experience I had but he should never ever call you stupid.

[Azunara]

I've recently picked up M:TG thanks to it being really popular at my high school. (I similarly played Yu-Gi-Oh, but whereas I always got my ass kicked at Yu-Gi-Oh I can handle myself in Magic). So I know where you're coming from as a newbie, Snowy. There's a lot of things that tend to be awfully complicated and it's not uncommon for me to ask "Wait I can do this right?" I'm lucky my friends are all good at it and pretty glad to teach me.

That said, I'm still learning but I can try and help you pick it up as well if you'd like. I run a Red/Black primarily, but I've dabbled with Red/Blue and have been playing for maybe a month or two, so I kind of know what I'm doing.

[cowmuflage]

Why does mead have to take so long to ferment. I want to drink it now! XD

BTW I'm making mead! I mean it's pretty dang simple it's just water and honey and some yeast >.>

[Snowy]

Thanks guys. You're all great. My boyfriend shortly afterwards came upstairs, there was an awkward silence but he just got into bed and went to sleep. No apology, nothing. I really hope he's not thinking I'm the bad guy here because everyone who was there apart from him seemed to realise he was in the wrong and that I was awfully upset over it. I'm really glad my friend offered to help me instead. We played a game and he went much slower with it and showed me what to do. Like Syleye, he also said that couples often can't teach each other things. No idea why.

I kinda get what I'm meant to do now at least, I just need to learn all these terms and I sometimes struggle knowing what to do when attacking/defending. I'm sure I'll grasp it eventually. My main problem with my boyfriend was that during his turn he really rushed his actions and expected me to know what was going on and he didn't seem too pleased when I asked if he could repeat it. I like card games a lot and I primarily collect Pokemon cards and sometimes make a deck out of my spare ones, so I'm used to playing that and it's much more simple to learn than MTG.

Azunara - The deck I picked up today was a white/green but I already knew that's what I wanted to play with. We're all playing different colours so everyone's deck is very different.

[Lisaara]

If it means much Snowy, I don't know how to play Magic. ^^;

[Rawr]

Just watched Harlock: Space Pirate with the manmeat, let the interpretation argument of the plot/ending begin. This is going to take a while.

[cowmuflage]

Man Tumblr it was days ago and I've said sorry. Leave me the fuck alone. I'm sure my block button is going to blow up at this rate. >.>

I can see why people dislike Feminist frequency fans. I can't tell if they are real SJW or trolls. I mean I think it's a mixed bag, some are and some are not trolls!

[cowmuflage]

Oh man Robin Williams why'd you have to go and kill yourself dude.

[cowmuflage]

Depression and Drug abuse are a horrible tag team.