Rant Thread

[Lupis]

*Warning, much swearing*

Dad, you're such a jackass. I can't TELL you that you're being a jackass, though, because I'm too freaking terrified of you. The entire FAMILY is scared of you. I CAN'T say that you react badly to things, even if I say it nicely, because you end up SCREAMING AT THE ENTIRE FAMILY.
"I need HELP!"
Good. We want to give you help. But when we do, YOU SCREAM AT US.
Sorry, dad, but I don't want to work you. I don't want to try and help someone who downright refuses my help. Want to know what happens when I try, just TRY, to help?
You yell at the entire family. My mom and I end up crying. My brother ends up walking three miles in bare feet and punching a hole in the wall until his hand bleeds.
I'm sick of you, dad. Learn to be a PERSON or leave us alone.

And THAT'S why I'm stressed out.

[Azunara]

Aw, Lupis. I can't do anything, beyond give you a lot of hugs and comfort.

...So, uhm...*tacklehugs.* I'm sorry.

[TygerDarkstorm]

Damn Lupis...I wish I could do something...

[Lisaara]

Aw man Lupis......that's rough......sounds like he needs Anger Management or something(no offense intended!)

[Lupis]

On a slightly more lighthearted topic, I made myself a milkshake and the whole "Dad is a jackass" thing put me off my apatite and I had to toss it. It looked good, too...

(As for anger management classes, we suggested it. He got extremely offended and yelled at us. -.- I basically just avoid any contact with him if it's at all possible.)

[Moonlost]

I'm sorry Lupis. I know there's not much we can do to help, but if you can think of something, let us know, okay?

[Cialbi]

There's nothing stopping you from seeking professional help; maybe they will know how you can get the message across without his anger kicking in (at which point you'll have better luck reasoning with a TV screen). I don't know who else would know how to handle this.

[cowmuflage]

People who to these 2 things in Lifts

1) Make out I don't care how much you too are in love with each other the lift is not your public make out room. MOre so when your groping each other and one of your hands feels my bum up >:(

2) People who use body spray in them. I don't like chokeing to death becouse you want to not smell of B.O. Heck most of the male ones smell worse THAN B.O.

[Saturo]

Nothing wrong with making out in elevators, as long as you're alone, right... :(

Yuck, agreed. Some of the male perfumes and shaving water and whatever they use stink something terrible. :/

[cowmuflage]

Thats fine but its when other people are in it that it's bad.

[Nubhorns]

I woke up looking like a murder victim today. Splitting headache with blood on my arm and I went 'OH GOD I'VE BEEN AXED IN THE BACK OF THE HEAD' but no, it was just a nosebleed. Haven't had one of those in quite probably years. The headache faded after I took a shower and ate something, but it's still a strange thing to happen.

[Aleu]

Some profanity here.

Sometimes I really want my father to just go away. My mom needed to have the car looked at because the breaks were acting funny and it cost a fair bit of money. Then he gets all pissy about a virus destroying my old computer and we had to get a new one. My mom has trouble working, but he still yells at her. He screams at me because I don't have a job yet. I'm fucking sorry I've applied and never heard back. I'm not going to tell him anything about going down to Texas to see my boyfriend until I'm GONE. I'm still fucking trying, but I'm not getting any bites and it's apparently MY fault.

Just... go away.

[Worba]

The Human Worgen Switcher addon was my favorite... until Blizzard borked it by removing the Transform() API command in 4.1.

I don't like having my worgen running around in permawolf form and constantly hitting Two Forms is a pain.

Wolf form is like swearing; it has much more impact if you save it up for choice moments than if you do it constantly.

St00pid Blizzard. Give me back my API command. X[

[Saturo]

The Human Worgen Switcher addon was my favorite... until Blizzard borked it by removing the Transform() API command in 4.1.

I don't like having my worgen running around in permawolf form and constantly hitting Two Forms is a pain.

Wolf form is like swearing; it has much more impact if you save it up for choice moments than if you do it constantly.

St00pid Blizzard. Give me back my API command. X[

That pissed me off too. -.-

[Lotusii]

I ordered a gift off of the amazon marketplace and I wanted an semi-old-ish anime series that's out of print for an old friend of mine. The second half of the series arrived today (the first 26 episodes made up one box set and episodes 27-52 make up the other) and I open it up so I can wrap it up all nice and the bloody thing is SO BOOTLEG it's not even funny. I really like how the seller listed it as "new sealed mint" when it was UNSEALED, the case was BROKEN, IT LACKS LOGOS FOR DISTRIBUTION COMPANIES and the seller has the nerve to list this thing as a legit product? I filed a claim as soon as I opened the package and now I'm so upset! It's times like this I wish amazon made people take pictures of the merch they want to sell so I could look at the bloody thing and avoid problems like this. I REALLY hope I don't have the same problem with the first half which is supposed to arrive tomorrow (I got it from a different seller so I hope I don't have the same problem). I want to have something to give her that's not a last minute "I'm so sorry your real gift isn't here" present. I'll feel like such a jerk if that happens.

[TygerDarkstorm]

Some profanity here.

Sometimes I really want my father to just go away. My mom needed to have the car looked at because the breaks were acting funny and it cost a fair bit of money. Then he gets all pissy about a virus destroying my old computer and we had to get a new one. My mom has trouble working, but he still yells at her. He screams at me because I don't have a job yet. I'm fucking sorry I've applied and never heard back. I'm not going to tell him anything about going down to Texas to see my boyfriend until I'm GONE. I'm still fucking trying, but I'm not getting any bites and it's apparently MY fault.

Just... go away.

Just to let you know, a lot of places don't hire based on just on a submitted application. I learned the hard way that the day after you submit an app you have to start calling the places to let them know that you're. Interested in the job and taking initiative.

[Xella]

I hate the medical goop they use to attach electrodes to your head that they blow air on to make harden and stay in place for sleep studies.

Four showers and an additional hour of soaking my head in soapy water and it still isn't all out of my hair.

[Senna-Umbreon]

Giant vent incoming...

My paranoia. Ugh.

Almost every friggen night I end up lying in bed, absolutely terrified. My house makes a lot of noise at night.. So the second I hear the very slightest noise, I immediately think there's someone in the house who's gonna steal our stuff or kill us. Either that or I get some stupid idea in my head like "Oh god, what if the stove isn't turned off?!" and then I start getting freaked out over the idea that the house is gonna catch fire...

I get so freakin' paranoid it's not even funny. Last night I found myself freaking out and I had to go "It's your imagination... There is nothing wrong.. There is nothing wrong.. Nothing wrong..." over and over until I calmed down enough to get to sleep. I keep telling myself that I know what my house sounds like, and that any of the noises are just the house creaking and not someone walking around, but I always end up thinking that something bad is gonna happen.

I've literally had nights where I've been convinced that I'm not gonna make it through the night and have woken up completely and utterly surprised that me and my parents are still alive.

And I've been really paranoid over fires lately.. I didn't used to be, but a few weeks ago I had this dream where me and my mom were in this.. Place out in this forest, and there was a giant fire and we spent half the dream just running from it. I ended up waking up and finding myself covered in sweat, my heart racing. I literally woke up in absolute hysteria. I've never had that happen before.

What makes it worse is that I have absolute no idea why I get like this. I think it may have something to do with the shows I watch.. (NCIS, Bones, Criminal Minds, CSI, yadda yadda yadda) But the problem is.. These are my favourite shows we're talking about. I love NCIS and Criminal Minds. I'd hate not watching them, even if they're what's causing me to freak out so much... I just don't know what the hell to do. I'm hysterical almost every single night.. It's just plain ridiculous. I mean, I'm totally fine if there's others up.. But I hardly ever go to sleep when my parents are still up. I have a weird schedule, so a good majority of the time, I'm staying up far past when they go to sleep.. And I'm fine up until the second I go to bed. Being downstairs in the dining room, on the computer, listening to music at 3 am in the morning? Totally fine. Lying in bed at 3:30 am in the morning? Total hysteria.

I've.. Actually really never mentioned this to anyone either. I know I've said something to my mom before about getting paranoid at night.. But that was like, a year ago, and it's gotten much worse the last few months...


On a totally different, but still similar note.. I love watching ghost shows. Two of my favourite shows ever are The Haunted and Ghost Adventures. I love these shows. But I again.. Get paranoid. Add the idea of ghosts and spirits and that sort of thing to the storm of thoughts of break ins and fires that's in my mind at night? I am downright flipped out the whole friggen night. Ugh.

[AdamSavage]

I have weird stuff that happens mostly at work and the odd time @ time. Just usually stuff falling down/over that you end up just passing off as bumping into or whatever the case may be.

It's a tad annoying when the "weird" stuff happens at work. Today at work the trays for the cups decided to smash down on to the dishwasher. I know there beside it and all but they have to be pretty far over on the shelve beside the machine in order to fall over.. It startled me today and I was like damn it! Not again!

[Lupis]

That sounds terrible, Senna! I do suggest talking to someone about it, for your good. That sounds extremely unpleasant. I used to be a bit like that - couldn't sleep for the life of me if I heard anything. Terrified the life out of me. Somehow I've gotten over it, but I can relate, at least. It's not fun. >.<