. Have you ever had a significant other that you can't seem to shake your feelings for? You see, I met this girl a few years ago, we got a long GREAT there was a real connection there (I think anyway) where we seemed to understand and genuinely care for one another. Long story short without going into details everything sort of spun in for me, and I pushed everyone away from me and it ended, pretty much even my friendships with everyone ended. But alas there's always been regret that's haunted me I still care for her, think about her a lot, and just generally wonder how she's doing. I'm confused as hell because nothing like this has EVER happened for me, I'm generally an uncaring asshole and can shake feelings for people if I put my mind to it. It's just that she's still on my mind constantly years later and I don't know what to do. I am most certainly not the kind of guy to come parading back in and asking forgiveness because I'm prideful like that. Is it at all possible to think you're over someone and never truly be over them? I would actually be entirely willing to sacrifice my pride and apologize to her and just let her know I'm sorry. But I'm not sure if I should do that.
And that my Petopian acquaintances is my conundrum; Do I continue on now, and let the past stay in the past or make some attempt to atone for it?
I would want to hear the apology whether or not I hated them. Those two simple words said and meant have broken down years and years of thick walls of anger towards another person. 
