Rant Thread

[cowmuflage]

Yay I helped!

[Worba]

Worba.. That made me smile. Thank you, I'm doing much better But you helped. Nice to know someone cares <3

Glad to hear you're feeling better!

[RHMakonea]

ok I deff need to rant

So my long distance BF has been asking me to a lot of stuff I do not want to or don't have time to do (nothing dirty mostly wow related we play together since we're long distance). Mainly having me dropping whatever I am doing completely to do something he wants to do even if I'm having fun doing something else, spending time with friends or family, or not in the mood to join him online. So I haven't been talking to him as much via IM and he just complained that I didn't hop on IM fast enough when I was busy enjoying a quick movie so I yelled at him. I'm sick of him being a selfish jerk! I rarely ask him to do stuff (rather play wow solo or enjoy my main he only wants me on my healing alt), hell I can't even remember the last time I had to ask him to do something and I'm tired of him wanting me to drop everything every chance he gets a hold of me. Usually it's for me to come online and rp or heal something or help him 2 person Mt. Hyjal so he can have rep for the 50th time I'm bloody sick of it! I want our relationship to be more then wow like it use to be, but now it's like that's all I am is a healing avatar to him. He complains whenever I'm on my main when I don't want to heal and it's really bugging me I have to keep reminding him I'm not his personal freaking healer and it's a game I'm going back to playing what I want when I want! I'm suppose to be a Girl friend not an avatar. If things do not change then I might have to cut him loose, it's hard enough being long distance and seeing him once every blue moon, and now he's becoming a selfish jerk. All in all I'll probably be avoiding talking to him for a good while and rethink our relationship because if he's this bad in wow who knows how he might react to something I'm seriously uncomfortable with next time we meet up? (Ranting always makes me feel tons better)

[Rubywashere]

So I think I lost some respect from my mom asking for a game for chrismas.
Apparently shes surprised with my choice on wanting to play a blood and guts shooter game A.K.A; left 4 dead
I know its mature, I know theres going to be blood and guts
hell how is world of warcraft any different? Its fighting yes theres less gore but really your still killing stuff
Im a sucker for that game, plus some of my online friends play it so whats so wrong?
I want to run around as a damn zombie and claw people to death >.>

Honestly if you dont want it in the house im fine with that- years pass by quickly I'll be out of the house and I'll own it in my own house then

[Azunara]

Note to self:

STOP READING THE END OF THE BOOK BEFORE YOU START IT.

You just ruined Children of the Mind, self. RUINED IT. ):

[CrystalKitten]

Note to self:

STOP READING THE END OF THE BOOK BEFORE YOU START IT.

You just ruined Children of the Mind, self. RUINED IT. ):

I actually skimmed an article that says reading the end first can make the reading experience BETTER Especially if you don't reread books... Then you'll get all the foreshadowing, and other references >.> I'm kind of mixed on the topic <.< But it's another way to look at it!

[Azunara]

Well, yes, but NOW I KNOW HE* DIES AT THE END AND I DID NOT NEED TO KNOW THAT NOW.

*sadface.*

*He is kept ambiguous enough because I know a few people are also reading the series, so I don't want to spoil it for others.

[CrystalKitten]

Well, yes, but NOW I KNOW HE* DIES AT THE END AND I DID NOT NEED TO KNOW THAT NOW.

*sadface.*

*He is kept ambiguous enough because I know a few people are also reading the series, so I don't want to spoil it for others.

Ouch.. yeah.. that sucks At least it's not like my favourite series.. where you're told over and over that the main character is gonna die, and that that's the way it has to happen I still have hopes though <.<

For my own rant... doctor pretty much called me fat... Not.. really in those words.. she said "Your... body type... isn't going to help your back problem. You need to fix that" including the pauses and all No.. I wasn't happy with my current fitness level.. Yes, I was planning to start a workout regimen.. but.. I'm not THAT bad.. maybe only slightly above the "max" (though, I've heard of studies where they're actually saying there IS no healthy "max" so long as everything else is fine) for my height.. I just can't get the thought out of my head now :/ Makes me want to start NOW.. but I can't til my back is better...

[Silivren]

To Jessi and Worba. Thanks again <3 It'll all be ok. Im thankful I have such good friends and such an amazing boyfriend to lean on. Hes my rock.

[Sukurachi]

and such an amazing boyfriend to lean on. Hes my rock.

WOW!!!! He's your BF???????

[Atalanta]

^^^^^^ I love Dwayne!!! <3

___

Massive rant incoming...

I really don't know what to do with this situation. I have a friend. Well, a 'friend'. I'm not quite sure that she really deserves to be that. I'm gonna try to explain everything but it will be confusing. So I'm a huge Michael Jackson fan. Like, huge. Whenever he used to come to London for business meetings or just general public appearances, I'd go and see him. Even if it was to just stand outside his hotel and be in his presence. He was a hero to me, don't give a toss what anyone says about him.

So anyway, I met this girl through a fan forum of MJ and we've been good friends for about 6 years or so now. Even in that time, I don't particularly feel that close to her. But I'm just weird. I don't really feel close to anyone when they're my friends - bad experiences. A lot has changes since 5 or so years ago, when I'd be going to London to see MJ. I live just over 4 hours from London, so it was very expensive to travel there and it still is. I starved myself in college, so I could save my lunch money for train tickets to go and see him whenever he was there. The very first time I ever saw him, was the first time I'd ever, EVER been in London alone. I was only 17 and I was terrified, but I wanted to go so badly. My 'friend' said she'd come and pick me up from the train station but never did, because seeing MJ was more important than me and she didn't want to leave standing outside his hotel. I made my own way there. In the whole week Michael was there, my 'friend' pretty much abandoned me. Anyone who reads this, probably won't understand but Michael Jackson fans were either the nicest people on the earth, or the horrible kind. The horrible ones were usually the stuck up pricks who got to see and meet him in person quite often. My 'friend' left me to go and hang out with this bunch so heighten her chances of meeting Michael - all at the expense of leaving me. She was a total bitch to me and snapped at me a lot, at the end of the day when I was going back to her house with her (was staying with her during this time). I can't seem to understand why I ever forgave her for that. I've never really gotten over it. Maybe it's because I saw her true colors that day, I don't know. I've just sort of had this festering in me, all these years...

Moving on. She's never really been there for me. When I've been unhappy, she's never been a comfort to me. I know that's probably a horrible thing of me to say, but she wasn't a help. Her advice and stuff just washed over me. I don't know if it's because she didn't try, or just that she said anything to me to get me to tell her what the 'gossip' with me was. I know she's talked about me behind my back before. She talks to me all the time about our other friends, and I sit and just listen to the things she says about them and think "I bet the same kind of thing gets said about me, to them."

Whenever she has needed anything, a single damn thing, I've done it for her. I've answered her calls in the middle of the night when she's been unhappy, or crying. I've given her a shoulder whenever she has needed it.

The past few years haven't been the best in my life. I've had severe depression problems, I used to self harm, I even researched once how the best way of going to kill myself was. That's how unhappy I was at one point in my life. Not once did my 'friend' ever offer to come to me and spend time with me. I know it's 4 hours from where she lives, but still. Each time we're in contact, I get moaned at why I don't go and see her, and that she misses me etc. What about me?

I'm probably being incredibly selfish... but I never think of myself. I've always been the carpet so my friends were happy, and all it's ever done is left me in despair.

Two years ago, I met the most amazing person in my life. She lives in Poland, which is over 900 miles from where I am in the UK.. but I love her so much. My 'friend' seems to think that I've abandoned her and that I'm changing, all because I'm happy and I have love in my life. I'm sad that my 'friend' can't be happy for me and just let me stay like this for a while. I haven't known much happiness in my life... I really haven't.

The last conversation me and this 'friend' had, she told me that one of our other friends is closer to her now, than me. I just took it, a bit like a bullet, but I still took it. I'm glad she has a friend who can be there for her, more than I can. Last night she texted me saying her father only has a few months left to live. I don't know what to do now. She said she feels like she's lost me... but she only contacts me when she needs somebody. I'm so lost in this situation, and it's making me feel really unhappy...

[Samskeyti]

^^^^^^ I love Dwayne!!! <3

___

Massive rant incoming...

I really don't know what to do with this situation. I have a friend. Well, a 'friend'. I'm not quite sure that she really deserves to be that. I'm gonna try to explain everything but it will be confusing. So I'm a huge Michael Jackson fan. Like, huge. Whenever he used to come to London for business meetings or just general public appearances, I'd go and see him. Even if it was to just stand outside his hotel and be in his presence. He was a hero to me, don't give a toss what anyone says about him.

So anyway, I met this girl through a fan forum of MJ and we've been good friends for about 6 years or so now. Even in that time, I don't particularly feel that close to her. But I'm just weird. I don't really feel close to anyone when they're my friends - bad experiences. A lot has changes since 5 or so years ago, when I'd be going to London to see MJ. I live just over 4 hours from London, so it was very expensive to travel there and it still is. I starved myself in college, so I could save my lunch money for train tickets to go and see him whenever he was there. The very first time I ever saw him, was the first time I'd ever, EVER been in London alone. I was only 17 and I was terrified, but I wanted to go so badly. My 'friend' said she'd come and pick me up from the train station but never did, because seeing MJ was more important than me and she didn't want to leave standing outside his hotel. I made my own way there. In the whole week Michael was there, my 'friend' pretty much abandoned me. Anyone who reads this, probably won't understand but Michael Jackson fans were either the nicest people on the earth, or the horrible kind. The horrible ones were usually the stuck up pricks who got to see and meet him in person quite often. My 'friend' left me to go and hang out with this bunch so heighten her chances of meeting Michael - all at the expense of leaving me. She was a total bitch to me and snapped at me a lot, at the end of the day when I was going back to her house with her (was staying with her during this time). I can't seem to understand why I ever forgave her for that. I've never really gotten over it. Maybe it's because I saw her true colors that day, I don't know. I've just sort of had this festering in me, all these years...

Moving on. She's never really been there for me. When I've been unhappy, she's never been a comfort to me. I know that's probably a horrible thing of me to say, but she wasn't a help. Her advice and stuff just washed over me. I don't know if it's because she didn't try, or just that she said anything to me to get me to tell her what the 'gossip' with me was. I know she's talked about me behind my back before. She talks to me all the time about our other friends, and I sit and just listen to the things she says about them and think "I bet the same kind of thing gets said about me, to them."

Whenever she has needed anything, a single damn thing, I've done it for her. I've answered her calls in the middle of the night when she's been unhappy, or crying. I've given her a shoulder whenever she has needed it.

The past few years haven't been the best in my life. I've had severe depression problems, I used to self harm, I even researched once how the best way of going to kill myself was. That's how unhappy I was at one point in my life. Not once did my 'friend' ever offer to come to me and spend time with me. I know it's 4 hours from where she lives, but still. Each time we're in contact, I get moaned at why I don't go and see her, and that she misses me etc. What about me?

I'm probably being incredibly selfish... but I never think of myself. I've always been the carpet so my friends were happy, and all it's ever done is left me in despair.

Two years ago, I met the most amazing person in my life. She lives in Poland, which is over 900 miles from where I am in the UK.. but I love her so much. My 'friend' seems to think that I've abandoned her and that I'm changing, all because I'm happy and I have love in my life. I'm sad that my 'friend' can't be happy for me and just let me stay like this for a while. I haven't known much happiness in my life... I really haven't.

The last conversation me and this 'friend' had, she told me that one of our other friends is closer to her now, than me. I just took it, a bit like a bullet, but I still took it. I'm glad she has a friend who can be there for her, more than I can. Last night she texted me saying her father only has a few months left to live. I don't know what to do now. She said she feels like she's lost me... but she only contacts me when she needs somebody. I'm so lost in this situation, and it's making me feel really unhappy...

From reading this.... I honestly feel that this "friend" never really deserved that name. She uses people for her own benefit, is selfish, and now she's putting pressure on you that you really don't need... You're such a lovely person that it's hard not to listen to someone who says she needs you but... for all the grief she's given to you (ah this makes me angry), coming to you now for comfort and making you feel unhappy... As hard as it is, if she only makes you unhappy, let her go, and stick with the people that truly appreciate you.

[Silivren]

and such an amazing boyfriend to lean on. Hes my rock.

WOW!!!! He's your BF???????

LOL THAT IS HILARIOUS. OMG I LAUGHED SO HARD!

And to add to what Sam said.. Shes right, I have a friend like that but I'm like you.. Its hard but sometimes you have to let go <3

[CrystalKitten]

My other guild, the one Thy is in, kinda bugs me They keep making me feel bad for not playing 24/7.. Not intentionally, but today someone was all "how much does the [captured firefly] sell for?" When i said I didn't know, but that I would give them everything I had (3k) for it.. they said "Well, I was going to give it to you, but someone offered me 10k for it" ... Thanks.. so you WERE going to be nice.. instead you decided to be a selfish jerk and rub it in my face that I don't have time to level my tank so -I- can get goodie bags... It's not like money is THAT hard to get.. I just spent everything i had on Thy's cub... And have barely even played since then, and i already have 3k... Then you offer me a random ZA/ZG... Yeah.. I'm already in a bad moodand feeling like crap for putting school first because of your random, un-thought-out comments which don't intend to be mean but also aren't phrased to be helpful either... Last thing I need is to get stuck in a ZG where I'm unlikely to see the mounts drop (never ONCE seen them yet) and risk getting a shitty group on my one day to rest before I have to start studying for finals... Which, by the way, start in TWO weeks.. as in.. Dec 7 or 8th is my first one...

[Senna-Umbreon]

It's getting more and more obvious that I'm just a complete waste of space and time to you. That she's far more important, and I don't matter at all. You keep saying there's nothing going on, but I'm really having a hard time believing that these days. You're my best friend, the one I turn to whenever something's wrong.. You put up with all the crap I put my friends through, all my tantrums, even if they're aimed at you, and you still stay my friend. I'm not sure what the chances of meeting someone like you are, but to me it's practically a miracle. I cannot express how plain amazing you are to me.. I can't even try. I don't even have the words... But I also don't have the words for how utterly betrayed I feel when I see how you and her act around each other. I want to give you the benefit of the doubt, but at this point I'm not entirely sure I can do that.

I just.. Don't even know what to do anymore.

[Rubywashere]

I feel so fucking useless right now
not only is my cooking useless, but I cant even get my mark right for school tommorrow, and now my whole family is mad at me for it
at least my parents, just for some stupid recipe I chose
and its due all tommorrow
and now look at me im freaking crying now
im so fuckinmg useless so useless...so fucking useless.......
and my teacher even expected me to have done by tommorrow
it was gonig to be fun to with all the cultural food
but now I wont get to celebrate. Nooo because im that useless when it comes to work

[Miyon]

They should have castrated you. You should have died instead! May misfortune follow you.

I feel sick to my stomach, and I feel like I want to break down and cry again..

Edit: One more thing.. I ordered something over the internet, and waited for weeks for it to arrive, and apparently they had tried to deliver it several times, but not to me. No, some noob have tried delivering it to someone else. How nice. Today they succeeded. Yesterday actually. I mailed the company more than a week ago, and got this reply today "Thank you for your email.
According to the shipper, your order was delivered on Novermber 23. If this is not the case, or if you need further assistance with your order, please reply to this email. Thank you! "

What the fuck? Where is my parcel? Who did you give it to? It's a christmas present for someone, damnit, I need it delivered to my door, not some nab who figured they wanted it. The delivery guys would need my signature. Unprofessional. I am furious, and I am full of chaos.

[Tufak]

Alright...let me start off by noting that I am an animal lover. I've had cows, pigs, dogs, ferrets, guinea pigs, cats, fish, chickens and even a pet wolf spider at one point.

That said...

I'm really coming to -hate- my SO's cat. He pisses on the couch/bed because he's too lazy to open the litter room door if it's not already wide enough to walk through (keep in mind, we have two other cats that are half his size and they'll work it open even if it's closed, but he won't), he scratches the kids (we finally had to get him claw caps to prevent that), he attacks the other two cats (and has caused them to scratch the crap out of me since they were on my lap at the time), he knocks over the garbage can (which knocks the lid off so he can dig in the trash), he tries to have sex with my -feet- if I let him sit on the footstool with them, he tears open packages of meat left to thaw in the sink and he's just a general nuisance.

I can't get rid of him, since my SO raised him from a kitten, but I'm always the one that has to clean up the messes when he makes them or wipe up the blood when he cuts the twins (he got one of the boys less than an inch beneath his eye and all that the toddler had been doing was walking past the chair that he was on). Any time I try to ask my SO to take care of his messes I get asked 'Do you just want me to get rid of him?' and I get looked at with this hurt/puppy dog look. Spraying him with a squirt gun doesn't work either, because if I do that, he'll run under the bed, then come out and piss on something as soon as my back is turned.

Oh, and if he gets messy because of getting into the trash, guess who has to wash him? Me. And I inevitably get my arms torn to shreds because he's twice the size of the other cats and has a larger swipe range with his claws.

Sorry, just frustrated after cleaning up yet another cut because he tried to take a chunk out of the neurotic Siamese that was on my lap at the time.

[cowmuflage]

How is looking at porn cheating on you? How? It's not like I'm banging someone else I'm just makeing myself get some of this stress out and make myslef feel better something YOU wont do.
If you wont do it I have to do it. I don't care what your god says if you are so upset about it you make me feel better. I know you want to wait till marrage to do the dirty but we have only been dating for a month I'm not going to marry you so soon I'd be STUPID to make something that big so soon. So please stop asking me it's sweet but I just can't do that. Okay? get it? Thats why I look at porn to fill the gap you don't fill it's perfectly natural and normal get over it if you wanted a good "god loveing" girl why'd you pick me :/


EDIT: DId I mention that he does not want to share a bed becouse be might feel my boobs/bum? >.>

[Miyon]

Alright...let me start off by noting that I am an animal lover. I've had cows, pigs, dogs, ferrets, guinea pigs, cats, fish, chickens and even a pet wolf spider at one point.

That said...

I'm really coming to -hate- my SO's cat. He pisses on the couch/bed because he's too lazy to open the litter room door if it's not already wide enough to walk through (keep in mind, we have two other cats that are half his size and they'll work it open even if it's closed, but he won't), he scratches the kids (we finally had to get him claw caps to prevent that), he attacks the other two cats (and has caused them to scratch the crap out of me since they were on my lap at the time), he knocks over the garbage can (which knocks the lid off so he can dig in the trash), he tries to have sex with my -feet- if I let him sit on the footstool with them, he tears open packages of meat left to thaw in the sink and he's just a general nuisance.

I can't get rid of him, since my SO raised him from a kitten, but I'm always the one that has to clean up the messes when he makes them or wipe up the blood when he cuts the twins (he got one of the boys less than an inch beneath his eye and all that the toddler had been doing was walking past the chair that he was on). Any time I try to ask my SO to take care of his messes I get asked 'Do you just want me to get rid of him?' and I get looked at with this hurt/puppy dog look. Spraying him with a squirt gun doesn't work either, because if I do that, he'll run under the bed, then come out and piss on something as soon as my back is turned.

Oh, and if he gets messy because of getting into the trash, guess who has to wash him? Me. And I inevitably get my arms torn to shreds because he's twice the size of the other cats and has a larger swipe range with his claws.

Sorry, just frustrated after cleaning up yet another cut because he tried to take a chunk out of the neurotic Siamese that was on my lap at the time.

That cat doesn't sound mentally healthy.. How did your S.O raise him?

Also, religion can do die.