Female Reproductive Health [explicit]

[Rhyela]

lol, cowmu. You crack me up!

Even if it seems like a small thing, that is something that is definitely out of the ordinary and I would get it checked out. My friend has been having mucous in her urine lately and it's probably from an infection. Weird things like that often seem to point to an infection, which thankfully is usually easily treated with antibiotics as someone mentioned above. Still, better safe than sorry!

[Miyon]

Aw, you are such a grand kid. I know you are 20 or something, but still. xD

I am that kind of person that doesn't go to the doc before it's almost too late, so yeah, I'm getting an appointment next week. xD

[cowmuflage]

If your talking about me I'm 21 Anywho I go by the motto better to be safe than sorry. I've allways been like that when it came to my downstairs heck you should of sen me when I got my first time of the month I knew it was coming but man the panic I was in. XD

[Rhyela]

I am 27, if you were talking about me. Married, the whole nine yards. Speaking of which, I may have to bother him to bring me some food because I just realized I left a half-microwaved dinner in the microwave for the past hour. I'm totally out of it today.

[Miyon]

I was thinking of Cowmu, but I am sure you are just as sweet, Rhyela

Go go bother husband, you need foodstuffs ^^

[Aeladrine]

...I recently learned your vagina can fall out. CONSTANT VIGILANCE!

[Nubhorns]

...I recently learned your vagina can fall out. CONSTANT VIGILANCE!

HAHA FUNNY STORY:

Last night I strained a muscle down there somehow, so I had the CONSTANT feeling that something was trying to fall out. I was mortified. Mom dosed me up with painkillers and told me to keep an eye out for bleeding or feverishness and I somehow survived the night, but I'm much better now.

Still, funny that it came up now. :P

[cowmuflage]

Oh my really? When I first read that I thougt it said fall off. XD

[Finduilas]

I've got a blain between my inner and outer labium - it HURTS! I didn't even know it was possible to get something there. Every movement hurts, my panties hurt when they touch it. I can't sit, I can't walk. I just want it to go away again! Every helpful idea would be appreciated.

[cowmuflage]

Gah Somedays I wish I was male then I'd not have to suffer this crap! I just want to make myself feel good with out ending up bleeding the next day >.>

It's odd if a guys lubed up enough it's fine but that's getting harder to do nowadays unless they are really drunk guys don't want to do bleedy chicks! lol.

[Rhyela]

Okay, this is kind of weird. My left breast has been tender for about a week and a half to two weeks now, and now I just started my period. This is only day 18. They usually start on day 26. My first period on this medicine did start on day 33 which was a week late, so it's wholly possible for it to also start a whole week early on a higher dose. This totally screws up my blood work that I'm supposed to get on day 24 to test my progesterone, though. I haven't had cramping or anything like I usually do, though that does typically start a few hours after I first start bleeding, and not right away.

My last period was rather odd, too. It was right on time, but it was a little lighter than usual, and for the most part looked like old blood. It wasn't bright red except for briefly on day 2. And it only lasted I think three days. I had horrible cramping the first day, though. I have increased my dose of progesterone by 100 mg in just the past two months (from 50 to 100 to 150), so that's probably the reason.

Still, it's very odd for me to have a period this early. I called my gynecologist and left a message to see what they want me to do. I can't have my progesterone tested this month probably, and now I don't have any way of knowing whether the 150 mg dose worked or not. So do I keep taking the 150 next month, or do I bump it up to 200? Who knows! Bah!!!

[Miyon]

Perhaps your body is warming up to something

[Rhyela]

Blah, it was just an early period. x_x And a heavy one, at that. Not horribly heavy, though, so that's good. I'm going back on my 150 mg dose of Clomid starting today. Yay.....

[Silivren]

Blah, it was just an early period. x_x And a heavy one, at that. Not horribly heavy, though, so that's good. I'm going back on my 150 mg dose of Clomid starting today. Yay.....

Im sorry, today though on my drive home from uni I heard on the radio station that a tristate radio station is giving one lucky woman the ultimate Christmas present. If you enter and win this sweepstakes they will give you the gift of becoming a mother and will pay for over 10 thousand dollars worth of fertility treatment. I wish I could remember the station but doubt you even live near me.. I just heard about it and automatically thought of you. Kinda wished I could enter and win and give the prize to you as a Christmas present <3

[cowmuflage]

Ah break ups are allways hard but being the one to do the breaking is the hardest part. I just can't stand his uber religous crap anymore it's quite downgradeing when he treats you less than a book >.> I mean okay I can get the whole "no sex before marrage" thing but all this crap that I can't please myself becouse it's sinfull? No I can't handle that. Allso all his crap about "watching porn is cheating" is just gah you do it then! >.< Another thing all his constant asking me to marry him is getting on my nerves. No means no damnit!


I hate to be doing this today seeing as I just graduated from animation school yesterday (well It was our last day the ceromony's not till march) but I just can't stand it anymore >:(

[GormanGhaste]

Ah break ups are allways hard but being the one to do the breaking is the hardest part.

Better to go ahead and do it now rather than later. It's obvious that the two of you aren't a good match!

[Rhyela]

Ah break ups are allways hard but being the one to do the breaking is the hardest part. I just can't stand his uber religous crap anymore it's quite downgradeing when he treats you less than a book >.> I mean okay I can get the whole "no sex before marrage" thing but all this crap that I can't please myself becouse it's sinfull? No I can't handle that. Allso all his crap about "watching porn is cheating" is just gah you do it then! >.< Another thing all his constant asking me to marry him is getting on my nerves. No means no damnit!


I hate to be doing this today seeing as I just graduated from animation school yesterday (well It was our last day the ceromony's not till march) but I just can't stand it anymore >:(

I tried to do the whole "no sex before marriage" thing, too, since that's how I was raised. Didn't quite work out that way, but my husband is still my first and will hopefully be my last.

Now the part about telling YOU what you can't do by yourself, that's another thing. Forcing your beliefs on someone else is not the way to win their heart. For example, I don't celebrate Christmas, but I don't demand that my husband not celebrate it, either. He's free to do what he wants. My beliefs should not be more important than his.

Anyway, I am sorry that you had to go through that, but it does sound like the best thing for you. If you're not compatible now, I have a feeling it'd have only gotten worse from here. Hang in there, girl!!!

[Rhyela]

Blah, it was just an early period. x_x And a heavy one, at that. Not horribly heavy, though, so that's good. I'm going back on my 150 mg dose of Clomid starting today. Yay.....

Im sorry, today though on my drive home from uni I heard on the radio station that a tristate radio station is giving one lucky woman the ultimate Christmas present. If you enter and win this sweepstakes they will give you the gift of becoming a mother and will pay for over 10 thousand dollars worth of fertility treatment. I wish I could remember the station but doubt you even live near me.. I just heard about it and automatically thought of you. Kinda wished I could enter and win and give the prize to you as a Christmas present <3

Awww, you're too sweet!!! I actually kind of broke down earlier this week, but not because of our fertility issues. I just got so sick of feeling frumpy and plain. My hair was horrid (well, I thought it was), I'm a touch overweight (like five whole pounds, maybe ten), my clothes are all old ladyish. I just couldn't stand it anymore. I've had such self-loathing and self-hate because of how I stopped being myself and let myself go. So, I just sort of snapped. I went home that night and tried blow-drying my hair a different way. It made a huge difference! Who'd have thought that I had a rockin' style hidden underneath all that frumpy crap? My hair style more or less looks like this - it's a little shorter on top because my hair is still growing out, but it's basically the same:

http://hairstylesimages.com/wp-content/ ... -style.jpg

I'm getting it dyed tomorrow morning. I was going to do a white-blonde all over at first, but my hair is a very dark brunette and I fear that that much bleaching will really damage it. So, I'll probably do black all over, with white-blonde and pink streaks.

I may get my eyebrow pierced here soon, too. It's something I've always kind of wanted to do, but have been chicken because I've heard how single-plane piercings can "shift" or not heal properly (single plane being things like an eyebrow piercing, where it passes through only one plane of skin; whereas things like ear piercings pass through two planes of skin so they tend to heal better and not shift). That's what I've heard, anyway. And I'm just scared that mine will be one such piercing and my eyebrow will droop down over my eye or something and I'll look like Quasimodo. x_x But, I may just go ahead and take the chance and do it anyway, and if it looks like it's starting to get funky, I can always remove it.

But anyway, the point is, I think I need to take care of myself first before I have a baby. I can't have this self-hatred. I need to lose a few pounds and get in better shape. I started thinking that if I were to get pregnant now, at this weight, I'd end up being 180 or 185 or so by the end of my pregnancy. I would probably be so depressed that it'd hurt the baby. I can't do that.

So, my husband and I are going to get our house straightened up, and I'm going to get myself straightened up. I have a feeling things will work out, then.

[Silivren]

Blah, it was just an early period. x_x And a heavy one, at that. Not horribly heavy, though, so that's good. I'm going back on my 150 mg dose of Clomid starting today. Yay.....

Im sorry, today though on my drive home from uni I heard on the radio station that a tristate radio station is giving one lucky woman the ultimate Christmas present. If you enter and win this sweepstakes they will give you the gift of becoming a mother and will pay for over 10 thousand dollars worth of fertility treatment. I wish I could remember the station but doubt you even live near me.. I just heard about it and automatically thought of you. Kinda wished I could enter and win and give the prize to you as a Christmas present <3

Awww, you're too sweet!!! I actually kind of broke down earlier this week, but not because of our fertility issues. I just got so sick of feeling frumpy and plain. My hair was horrid (well, I thought it was), I'm a touch overweight (like five whole pounds, maybe ten), my clothes are all old ladyish. I just couldn't stand it anymore. I've had such self-loathing and self-hate because of how I stopped being myself and let myself go. So, I just sort of snapped. I went home that night and tried blow-drying my hair a different way. It made a huge difference! Who'd have thought that I had a rockin' style hidden underneath all that frumpy crap? My hair style more or less looks like this - it's a little shorter on top because my hair is still growing out, but it's basically the same:

http://hairstylesimages.com/wp-content/ ... -style.jpg

I'm getting it dyed tomorrow morning. I was going to do a white-blonde all over at first, but my hair is a very dark brunette and I fear that that much bleaching will really damage it. So, I'll probably do black all over, with white-blonde and pink streaks.

I may get my eyebrow pierced here soon, too. It's something I've always kind of wanted to do, but have been chicken because I've heard how single-plane piercings can "shift" or not heal properly (single plane being things like an eyebrow piercing, where it passes through only one plane of skin; whereas things like ear piercings pass through two planes of skin so they tend to heal better and not shift). That's what I've heard, anyway. And I'm just scared that mine will be one such piercing and my eyebrow will droop down over my eye or something and I'll look like Quasimodo. x_x But, I may just go ahead and take the chance and do it anyway, and if it looks like it's starting to get funky, I can always remove it.

But anyway, the point is, I think I need to take care of myself first before I have a baby. I can't have this self-hatred. I need to lose a few pounds and get in better shape. I started thinking that if I were to get pregnant now, at this weight, I'd end up being 180 or 185 or so by the end of my pregnancy. I would probably be so depressed that it'd hurt the baby. I can't do that.

So, my husband and I are going to get our house straightened up, and I'm going to get myself straightened up. I have a feeling things will work out, then.

Thats really good! You deserve that, best wishes for you, I want to be a mother too but Im too young atm. Sometimes it kills me to see babies because then I want one.. Some of my friends have them but me, I cant yet so it kind of does hurt

[Rhyela]

Aye, that it does. Seems like at work, there are tons of pregnant women. Then the people in my department start talking about all the cute things their kids do, and I'm all >.< because we're having such a hard time just having one, let alone two or three. Oh well, I'm still youngish yet and have plenty of time. But yes, it is hard sometimes.