Thank you Lotusii

. I feel so bad, because I didn't say goodbye to her last weekend when I was at my parents' and she wasn't there, because I thought "Well, I'll see her next week"... and now she's gone and I didn't say goodbye. I should have looked for her and told her how much I love her.

And now I'm crying again... I miss her so much. She was part of our family. I grew up together with her. We did so much together, cuddle, watch tv, play. She was always there for us. When anyone was upset she came to your lap and started purring like an engine and licking your hands to make you feel better. She went on walks with us, always complaining when we were walking too fast for her. She brought us mice, in the summer several mice daily. She even rode on the horse with me when I came over with him to visit home with horse. She loved riding short distances in the front seat of the car, acting like a queen. I hope I'll never forget all these details that made her so special.