my father lost his fight with his cancer yesterday. I was sitting by his bed, and the day before when he was still somewhat coherent I told him that I loved him and squeezed his hand. It's such a strange feeling that I know I'll never see him again. Stranger too, that I hear a noise or wind and I turn and look expecting to see him walking towards our kitchen - and then have to realize over again that it's not him.
If you need hugs, come to me dearest.
My Rant:
I'm quite sick of hearing people talk about the New Pokemon Game that's out. Not that it's anything bad, but it's mostly cause I won't be able to get a copy of the game until Christmas time, and by that time everybody will be over it, having already beaten it. And so when I go and get all hyped up, everybody will just go, "Yeah, we know, we've already beaten it."
and I'll be all sad and lonely.
The burns of a fire may heal with time but the burns from our love will never heal, even as the years pass on
{My Magistream Keep}{My DA}{My DC scroll}
my father lost his fight with his cancer yesterday. I was sitting by his bed, and the day before when he was still somewhat coherent I told him that I loved him and squeezed his hand. It's such a strange feeling that I know I'll never see him again. Stranger too, that I hear a noise or wind and I turn and look expecting to see him walking towards our kitchen - and then have to realize over again that it's not him.
If you need hugs, come to me dearest.
My Rant:
I'm quite sick of hearing people talk about the New Pokemon Game that's out. Not that it's anything bad, but it's mostly cause I won't be able to get a copy of the game until Christmas time, and by that time everybody will be over it, having already beaten it. And so when I go and get all hyped up, everybody will just go, "Yeah, we know, we've already beaten it."
and I'll be all sad and lonely.
Oh star your not the only one, I have no money to buy it so my next resort is begging for it at chrismas, if I get it around that time
We can talk about it together
my father lost his fight with his cancer yesterday. I was sitting by his bed, and the day before when he was still somewhat coherent I told him that I loved him and squeezed his hand. It's such a strange feeling that I know I'll never see him again. Stranger too, that I hear a noise or wind and I turn and look expecting to see him walking towards our kitchen - and then have to realize over again that it's not him.
If you need hugs, come to me dearest.
My Rant:
I'm quite sick of hearing people talk about the New Pokemon Game that's out. Not that it's anything bad, but it's mostly cause I won't be able to get a copy of the game until Christmas time, and by that time everybody will be over it, having already beaten it. And so when I go and get all hyped up, everybody will just go, "Yeah, we know, we've already beaten it."
and I'll be all sad and lonely.
Oh star your not the only one, I have no money to buy it so my next resort is begging for it at chrismas, if I get it around that time
We can talk about it together
yay!
I have to money to by it now, but my area is going to be sold out for a while, and by the time they say the can get a copy in for people who didn't pre-order, it's going to be too close to Christmas time, and my parents won't let me by it...
The burns of a fire may heal with time but the burns from our love will never heal, even as the years pass on
{My Magistream Keep}{My DA}{My DC scroll}
Im just so tired of myself
of being nothing but a blob of nothingness. I have absolutely no skill in anything in life it seems.
People tell me over and over ' Ruby no you aren't a bad artists you've improved so mcuh' 'your so creative' and iv'e been trying to accept that, to be happy but no matter what I do it seems that going to be that useless little blob on the bottom no is EVER going to remeber later on in life
I got myself banned from an rp, i tried to call for help and I get a warning saying if I do that anything stupid like that again im going to get banned
I even deleted it.
I guess.... I dunno maybe I was a mistake to be born?
I mean, I spent my whole damn life drawing
No friends? spent my time drawing.
Bored? I drew
All these times and suddenly in art everyones better than me without even trying
all my friends are better at making art than me, and hell im not all that creative. They can come up with some much better things with me without even lifting a single finger.
Its rather clear that I have no talents to get a career when im older. Well if everyones better than me at everything whats even the point of living?
I mean hell.
They are always making fanart for each others charaters and theres only been that rare once occasion where someone has actually wanted to draw anything I created without making a request or commission. It just makes me feel like a waste of space
I mean im scared.
So scared that when internet relationships fade no one is going to remeber me AT ALL. Ive going to be forgotten and my name won't even ring a bell because iv'e had no impact
im not as fun they all
When I try to be funny its just as annoying as hell
and I can never seen to add to the jokes either.
Im just a gigantic fucking fail that shouldn't even exist.
theres not much more to say, im probably going to loose friends just even posting this, its happened before
My best friend has turned into someone who I dread to be around now. Nothing's changed about her, it's just things that slowly grind on me over time until that's all I can think about when I think of her. If I like something and she doesn't approve of it (FiM is a huge example) she thinks it's 'wrong' for me to like it at all. She sits and insults FiM all the time and even WoW. What the fuck is the point in insulting a video game that makes someone happy? I met my fiance off WoW, it's one of the biggest deals in my life, and no, nothing she says will change that. She randomly told me, for no reason whatsoever the other day, that my fiance annoys her. I was like, what the fuck woman? He's done nothing to annoy you. He's tried really hard to get along with my friends. And that's what he gets in return? Wonderful. And even though he has tried hard, he can't help but feel almost the same way I do about you.
She'll also turn up at my place at uni and expect to be entertained. At first, I tried, but after a while I just continued doing what I was doing. It's not my fault she just sits there as if she's expecting me to entertain her or something. There's loads of places to go in this uni. So fuck off if all you want to do is sit there and stare at my computer from over my shoulder.
On a similar subject, does anyone else think they have best friends and then, in the end, you always end up realising your true best friend is your other half? Whenever I have a problem, Corey is there for me. Whenever I'm upset or feeling sick or whatever, Corey's there for me. I can talk about anything with him and he'll listen, like a true friend should.
And all you do is pry into my private life, ask me questions I don't want to answer. And in lectures, you brag about how you already know what we're being taught, how easy this stuff sounds, etc. No shit it sounds easy. It's the second proper week of uni, they're not going to throw us straight in the deep end. And if you're too good for this course, why are you even on it? Because it's the course I picked and you wanted to be around someone you already knew? Well, lookie here, even if you are there, I've still been capable of meeting new people and making friends with them. But you haven't bothered. You've followed me about and relied on me to basically make the friends for you. I hope you quit this, because it's getting on my fucking nerves.
Note to self; if you're gonna have more cats in the future, adopt from a shelter where the cats are used to being indoors, instead of taking a kitten that was born and grew up outdoors. Bugger is giving me a fucking headache, and it's not responsible just letting him outside without a leash either.
a lvl 90 hunter who came to try to tame Acturis at the same time as Abricot.
He first told me that only capped hunters was allowed to tame him and if he saw me tame him before himself he would kill him.
great start...
Then he rambled about that rare skin pets had better stats and he was being uber now cause he tamed Savage (yes that is how he talked)
I tried friendly and calm to try to tell him that rare skin pets ONLY differed in skin and nothing else, and that it was the family which desided which skill they had.
He told me "naab my savage can agro and have more damge, and health and is more awesome then other cats"
then i ignored him
GAH
HUGE thanks to Makoes, Syleye, FeralClaw, Pingupuff, Karin,Bowno, Varethyn, Ashaine, Kishay, Aki (Täräin13), my friend Marie and some lovely ppl on Fligth Rising for my lovely sig
a lvl 90 hunter who came to try to tame Acturis at the same time as Abricot.
He first told me that only capped hunters was allowed to tame him and if he saw me tame him before himself he would kill him.
great start...
Then he rambled about that rare skin pets had better stats and he was being uber now cause he tamed Savage (yes that is how he talked)
I tried friendly and calm to try to tell him that rare skin pets ONLY differed in skin and nothing else, and that it was the family which desided which skill they had.
He told me "naab my savage can agro and have more damge, and health and is more awesome then other cats"
then i ignored him
GAH
Wow, that's an impressive complete lack of knowledge of one's own class.
People are horrible and rude. CRZ has made it worse. Golden Lotus dailies are painful. Undead monk has been following me for days spitting on me. Missed out on a silithid hatchling pet because a bazillion people from Silverhand were camping there. Singulair making me grumpy. Too much homework to do. So many chores. APPLYING to grad school is expensive.
Behold, I am become Grumpy, destroyer of keyboards.
Sofia, the remarkably purple spirit cat as drawn by Ket Shi.
Novi - I feel your pain with both dailies and CRZ. People are absolute buttholes when it comes to Golden Lotus and Klaxxi dailies.
Tarn - BAAHAHAHAHA! I'm sorry, that made me LOL so hard. He is the reason hunters get called huntards. I would've told him to delete his toon promptly because he's unworthy and needs to kindly GTFO of my class. Then linked him to 'the best pet' vid and told him he is the 'so leet' hunter in that vid...right there.
Heh i feelt sorry for him at start too.. but the longer the conversation went on the more my annoyance grew.. and i had it excatly like you.. just wanted to tell him to make a new toon and go away from MY class.. he was such an embarrasment
HUGE thanks to Makoes, Syleye, FeralClaw, Pingupuff, Karin,Bowno, Varethyn, Ashaine, Kishay, Aki (Täräin13), my friend Marie and some lovely ppl on Fligth Rising for my lovely sig
Tårnfalk wrote:Heh i feelt sorry for him at start too.. but the longer the conversation went on the more my annoyance grew.. and i had it excatly like you.. just wanted to tell him to make a new toon and go away from MY class.. he was such an embarrasment
I mean theres two kinds of people....one who doesnt know but is willing to learn...and one who doesnt know but pretends to and acts all high and mighty.
We have 5,36 euro a day to make it by... and others are paying for our wow and internet so we have atleast SOME diversion in our daily life.
The 5,36 euro is for all 3 meals , daily supplies of other stuff you need like toiletpaper.. and we cant life for that so we are using just alittle extra but that means we dont will have any money by the end of this month...
we have enough food but its all the same we eat every day...
I KNOW we have more then those in Africa and dont get me wrong.. im happy that i can eat every day..
but its still hard in the world that we live in...
Just called my mom and dad to see if they could borrow us some money so we could make it til the end of the months.. but no they have a hard time too..
in 5 days we run out of money...
i just hate feeling poor
HUGE thanks to Makoes, Syleye, FeralClaw, Pingupuff, Karin,Bowno, Varethyn, Ashaine, Kishay, Aki (Täräin13), my friend Marie and some lovely ppl on Fligth Rising for my lovely sig
We have 5,36 euro a day to make it by... and others are paying for our wow and internet so we have atleast SOME diversion in our daily life.
The 5,36 euro is for all 3 meals , daily supplies of other stuff you need like toiletpaper.. and we cant life for that so we are using just alittle extra but that means we dont will have any money by the end of this month...
we have enough food but its all the same we eat every day...
I KNOW we have more then those in Africa and dont get me wrong.. im happy that i can eat every day..
but its still hard in the world that we live in...
Just called my mom and dad to see if they could borrow us some money so we could make it til the end of the months.. but no they have a hard time too..
in 5 days we run out of money...
i just hate feeling poor
/sends some money
I know how you feel. I'm not that poor, my family can still hold itself up and pay for internet/WOW, but we don't have anything extra to do fun things, or buy new games (which is why I'm saving up my own money to buy my game, it's all money I've earned/found on the street)
The burns of a fire may heal with time but the burns from our love will never heal, even as the years pass on
{My Magistream Keep}{My DA}{My DC scroll}
Please stop making your daughter feel like worthless shit or I swear to Nyx I will walk all the fucking way to Colorado and beat your face in for making her feel like she can't amount to anything or make a name for herself in the world. Kindly go die in a god damn fire.
Sofia, the remarkably purple spirit cat as drawn by Ket Shi. 
