Leaving. (Update: Not leaving.)

Unread post by **Falcon** » Tue Oct 23, 2012 9:04 pm

After what happened, I've decided that it's best if I leave and never show my face around here ever again. And the few of you who've added me to RealID on the game, it's your choice whether or not you want to keep me added, but perhaps it's for the best if you remove me since I'm not exactly a good friend... or a good person. There's just too much wrong with me for me to stay here any longer and I am just not good at interacting with other people.

I don't know where to put this exactly, so it's here in off-topic, but, yeah.

Pokefarm · Unread post by **Lisaara** » Tue Oct 23, 2012 9:33 pm

Whoa whoa whoa....hang on Toph...what happened? I'm really confused.

Unread post by **Lupis** » Tue Oct 23, 2012 9:57 pm

I'm confused as well. You've never offended me, Toph!

Tue Oct 23, 2012 10:02 pm

I just hate when people say these type of things to themselves. It just bothers me, even if I don't know you.

Unread post by **Novikova** » Tue Oct 23, 2012 10:16 pm

I ... have no idea what happened here, but I hope things go well for you, whatever trail you may choose. Just realize that anxiety and depression often turn shadows into monsters.

Unread post by **Falcon** » Tue Oct 23, 2012 10:53 pm

All I'm good at doing is confusing people.

Fine, I'll explain what happened. I left Petopians, and I felt that it's best that I leave here, too, since there are people from the guild who also post here that I would... rather not see again. Not going to name names, but my feelings were shattered when everyone went silent after I spoke about my mother (who's not doing too well at all right now) before someone changed the subject and everyone else started talking again. I was very offended and hurt by that, and my paranoia was already through the roof by that point.

I've already deleted Ayana and Camira, and Dejanira will be moved to my main realm next month when I have the money. I'll still leave Jemmi on Nesingwary, since there's a few people I still want to talk to, but that's it. I'm just not cut out to be in such a social setting like Petopians/Petopia or any other social setting at all. I'm not a people person, and I'm just too jaded.

Tue Oct 23, 2012 10:58 pm

Ooook. I don't really know wth happened either, but like Eternallylostx, if you had a beef with anyone and PM's etc could not sort it and you feel the need to leave, Maybe a little less... broadway? attached to your OP? Imo I don't really like these types of "exits" so much either, they make me uncomfortable.

My main reason I remembered you was through your adoration of hawkbane and the lengths that I know Noah went to, to pretty much have him returned for your cause. In which I thought was really sweet and touching.

This kind of post makes me question that which is a shame, for you really. I do hope that you can move past your social awkwardness, because even if you don't realize it, others do think positively of you, unless you want to prove them otherwise.

Take care and remember that hawkbane is and always will be around and waiting for any of us, because you you.

Tue Oct 23, 2012 11:02 pm

I know I don't know you very well, but I'll just say this;
Being a untalkitive person has quite a few downsides. I'm like that now, and I hate it. You feel lonely without people, but I trust you have at least one good friend, hm? It also sucks when you need someone to talk to, but there's nobody there.

Just my opinion, if you need someone, I'm here, but you don't know me and yeah. Anyway, I hope the path you choose is the right one for you.

YouTube Edition · Unread post by **Kalliope** » Tue Oct 23, 2012 11:05 pm

Hope things get better with your mother - I'm sorry, I had no idea. :/

Pokefarm · Unread post by **Lisaara** » Tue Oct 23, 2012 11:40 pm

I'm sorry hun. I hope things get better for you and it's unfortunate some individuals may have ruined your experiences by being incredibly inconsiderate. I'm still your friend and always will be. You're not a horrible person. You're awesome in my book and really sweet. Hawkbane will always hold a special spot in my heart cause of you.

Unread post by **Teigan** » Wed Oct 24, 2012 6:43 am

I can relate all too well, and I understand. Its hard for me to be here too, and to be on Nesingwary around Petopians. Even seeing my former guildmates hurts, more than I care to admit. But after what I did, I can understand them shunning me. But Nesingwary is home, for better or worse. I would have left these forums if not for being tied into the PetEmote project, because I know I'm not wanted, having been told so by several people. I'm not saying this to cause drama. My situation is what it is and I'm the one ultimately responsible for it. But I empathize so much I have tears running down my face and I want you to know I understand how hard it is.

I will miss you.
I also know you didn't make this post to cause drama or for attention. I understand why, but its hard to articulate. My heart goes out to you and I sincerely hope that whatever it is that's under the surface of this gets better.

Unread post by **Rhyela** » Wed Oct 24, 2012 11:45 pm

All this makes me realize how out of the loop I am.

Then again, I haven't been on WoW seriously for a long time now. Anyway, if it makes either of you feel any better, I've never thought poorly of either of you.

Wishing you both the best in whatever you decide to do.

Unread post by **Jadein92** » Fri Oct 26, 2012 2:25 am

Toph wrote:After what happened, I've decided that it's best if I leave and never show my face around here ever again. And the few of you who've added me to RealID on the game, it's your choice whether or not you want to keep me added, but perhaps it's for the best if you remove me since I'm not exactly a good friend... or a good person. There's just too much wrong with me for me to stay here any longer and I am just not good at interacting with other people.

I don't know where to put this exactly, so it's here in off-topic, but, yeah.

I'm sorry to hear that about your mother, and that you find somewhere that will be better for you.

Unread post by **Falcon** » Thu Nov 01, 2012 10:00 pm

I'm coming back, since I still get the strong urge to post whenever I read the forums. I don't know how often I'll post until I feel comfortable here again, though, and I understand if some of you (still) don't like me for the post I made. I'm just glad that October's finally over, and my mother is doing much better now. She sounded much better on the phone when I talked to her yesterday, and I'm glad.

I'm not going back to the guild on Nesingwary, though, that's too much for me to handle. I'm also thinking of asking for a name change since Toph isn't my main character anymore.

Pokefarm · Unread post by **Lisaara** » Thu Nov 01, 2012 10:25 pm

Welcome back, Toph. *hugs*

Unread post by **Teigan** » Fri Nov 02, 2012 9:29 am

I'm glad you are staying, hun

Unread post by **Bonita** » Fri Nov 02, 2012 5:46 pm

Im glad your moms doing better

Unread post by **Rhyela** » Fri Nov 02, 2012 8:58 pm

Glad to hear your mom's doing better, and that you're not leaving the community entirely. Do whatever makes you happy.

Unread post by **Falcon** » Sat Nov 03, 2012 5:43 pm

Apologies for replying so late, but thank you, guys, it means a lot to me. *hugs back*

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