And now it seems i'll be gone permanently. I'm losing my mind, and i've already pretty much lost the will to live; it's just my girlfriend keeping me going, and she lives almost 200 miles from me and is very busy at college.
Coping on my own isn't something I can do right now, but the professionals aren't giving me any help, so i'm giving it one last try before I give up completely and do what every fibre of my being is telling me to do, which is end myself. And that's not so bad, at least it'd be on my terms, but I suppose that's pointless to speculate seeing as i'm not there yet.
Yet.
So, while I focus on this last ditch attempt, again I won't be here. If I turn up again soon, then all's well. If not, then do well with yourselves, be true in love and life and follow your feelings, always.
If anyone wants to, add me to MSN:
narasalu@live.co.uk I don't care if I get spam anymore, i'm past caring, and I could do with some company.
Again for now, bye.